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"Suki! You're on in five!"

"Coming!" I called behind me as I applied my signature red lip. It always amazed me how different I look on stage than off.

My eyes weren't covered with thick glasses and were more visible with contacts. My curly hair brushed straight and pulled back, a couple strands set aside and bangs free. My face had simple makeup other than my lipstick a bright cherry red. A leather choker rested around my neck and my once modest clothes were tight around the chest and loose around the legs. My sneakers were the only thing that was the same.  I smiled, getting into the role of Suki and stood up. I grabbed my headset, and took one final breath before going up on stage.

The crowd cheered as they saw me and I waved with both hands, blowing kisses out to the crowd. The lights danced around me as I spoke. "Good evening Tokyo!" The crowd went wild. "I can't tell you how good it feels to be back home before my break! I wanna make this special since it's my last show for a while, so here we go!"


Meanwhile

"Come on haruhi~ you got to stop crying about this!"

"I can't! She's just too pretty and so sweet to all her fans, I just wish I could meet her!"

"You know I never took you for the type to go crazy over someone."

"Haru chan, don't cry, you're pretty too!"

"I'm not being upset, I'm being gay." Haruhi muttered while she looked at the show, calling down from her happy crying. The hosts were silent.

"Haruhi, you're..."

"Bisexual. And she was the one who made me realize." Haruhi was a little caught up in a fantasy while watching the show, when her favorite song came up. The hosts were muttering to themselves about the discovery, when haruhi shot up. The T.V blared 'queen of hearts' and she danced along to it, honey senpai joining in with her, despite neither one of them being the best dancers. It was still a lot of fun to dance around to haruhi's favorite song. 

Tamaki was smiling at his 'daughter' being so happy. If they had known sooner that she was such a huge fan of suki, they would have bought tickets and taken her to see the girl live. But by the time they found out, they were all sold out. Makes sense, seeing as online, she had posted a few days before that she was going on a break for school. Never mentioned which school she was going to for privacy reasons, but it was a big deal none the less. 

Now you may be wondering who this suki is, right? Well it's none other than y/n l/n, an average girl who just so happened to manage to make it big through some connections and lots of work. 'Suki' is just a stage name people know her by, and has made it clear many times, that she was not going to reveal her real name to the world. 

The world blew up about two years ago when she came out as a lesbian to the whole world, and while yes, she lost a lot of fans, it wasn't enough for her to care. Besides, if they can't handle that she is who she is, then so be it. When she's on stage, she feels like she can be herself, no matter what. But in the real world, she's shy. But it doesn't stop her. She's just that determined to be herself, and works every day to be that person in her everyday life. 


The songs are coming to an end now, and y/n is feeling the effects of being on stage, dancing and singing. One person can only do so much on their own. 

Another hour of signing autographs and giving out hugs later, y/n was beat. A yawn escaped her lips as she changed in the dressing room, already showered off all the makeup, her curly hair put into a braid, and her glasses back on. Modest clothes on once again, she stepped out and walked to her manager, aka, her older brother. 

"Ready to go? You look awful."

"Gee, thanks. But yeah, I'm exhausted." She rubbed her eyes and her brother chuckled. They got in the car, and drove home, barely a word exchanged between the two of them. 

After the weekend, y/n would be going to school at ouran academy. 

Both exited and nervous, she drifted off to sleep as soon as her head hit the pillow. 

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