Best-friends, Skype Calls And Love...

Chapter 12

A/N- Just a friendly reminder, make sure you are forearmed with a tissue, actually a lot of them ;) and read the note below, it's important :) x

"The Day". I can't beleive I am packing my bags finally and trying so hard not to cry. Everybody is standing in my room watching every move of mine. I can see that everybody is having red and puffy eyes. GREAT, THEY CRIED! 

I am due at the airport in next one hour. I finally locked my luggage and my brothers helped them out of my room. I then went to get ready for the airport. I decided, I am not cying in front of them because it will make them all the more weak. I have to show them that I am strong and confident about leaving.

Last night I cried myself to sleep thinking about my new life, new people, new place and every fucking thing. ALLAH, BE WITH ME ? I took a shower, wore clothes, made my hair but still I looked like a mess because of all the crying I did last night. I tried to cover the black bags under my eyes with a concealer. NO USE, STILL UGLY !

No one was saying a word, I guess they didn't had anything to say. I finally left my room and now it was time to leave for the airport. PRAY ! I felt as if I had no strength inside me, I felt so vulnerable but still I had to mask a confident expression, for myself and for my family.

I started hugging everyone and bidding them good byes. I saw my best uncle was crying, I was pretty close to him. Her daughter Ayesha always complained that my daddy loves you more than me. GREAT, I DIDN'T EXPECT HIM TO CRY.

"People don't make it hard for me, CHEER UP! I am happy, you guys can see", I finally announced with so much pain in my heart that it's indescribable.

My parents were driving me to the airport so I still had some time to spend with them. And now it was Saima's turn- I CAN'T DO THIS..

I went to her and hugged her tight and she hugged me back. My tear glands betrayed me, they surpassed every barrier I made and I couldn't control my endless tears. I quickly moved away and sat inside the car which was taking me to the airport, without giving a second glance to anyone.

I couldn't take it any more. My parents came and sat besides me and we left for the airport. The ride was very quiet, but I could see what my parents were going through. My daddy was about to outburst any moment and mommy was trying to show that she is very strong though I still saw her wiping the tears off her face, turning towards the windshield. WHAT'S FAKE IS FAKE ! THEY WERE SAD !!

We reached the airport, did all the formalities and now it was the time. I went and hugged the life out of my parents and cried my heart out. I had lost my senses that I am at a public place, I was clueless about the fact that people are watching over me. I just knew one thing,

"I won't get to see my family when I woke up the next morning".

Even my parents couldn't control the tears. We all were still at the same place, hugging and crying. I faintly heard the last boarding announcement for my flight. IT'S FUCKING TIME ! I unclasped myself from thier hold, looked into thier eyes and said