Watching City Lights (A Chris Motionless/Cerulli Love Story)

Nerves

God I'm so Damn nervous! For what?! I love this man! We're surrounded by family and the band. Hell we aren't even getting married yet! I'm meeting his family today and then this weekend dress shopping with the girls. Hopefully Chris' mom will join us.

We've been back in Scranton for a few weeks and Chris decided I should meet his family and of course the guys decided to turn it into a bar-b-que.

"Jen, stop shaking. What's wrong?"

"Nothing I'm just really nervous. I mean, what if your brother doesn't like me? Or your parents? Or even your aunts? I'm just nervous."

"I'm not worried about them liking you one bit. I know they are going to love you. I'm worried about them scaring you off and you not wanting to marry me anymore." he said with a completely serious sad face. Gah! Why is he so damn... just... how does he always know what to say?

I smiled as he leaned in for a kiss. "That isn't something you have to worry about Chris. I think if I can deal with Ricky I can handle anything."

"Good then relax." he chuckled and with one last kiss he stood up. "Now finish getting dressed while I go help Angel. The guys and Bree are downstairs already."

Kissing my forehead he walked out. I smiled. I love this man.

When I was done getting dressed in my favorite all black skinnies and black and white Misfits tank top, I went to Angel's room to check up on them. As I stood in the door way, Chris was leaned over Angel tickling him while Angel was dressed with one sock on.

"Daddy, noooo! Let me go!" Angel laughed as he screamed.

"Nuh uh uh!" Chris replied as he went back in for more tickles.

"C'mon babe, we have to finish getting him dressed." I said as I walked into the room giggling.

"Alright, alright, you win this time Angel." Chris said as he picked him up. "Lets finish putting on your socks and shoes so you can meet your grandparents and uncle!"

"Yay!" Angel screamed.

"Angel, inside voices." I scolded him with a small smile. Why couldn't I be like him? Excited to meet these new people.