when we were enemies ~ hyunlix

twenty

"hey lix" hyunjin said.

oh just shut the fuck up already. don't talk to me. I don't want to start a conversation with you. and stop calling me that nickname.

"don't talk to me" I mumbled.

it's funny how last night we were acting like a couple and being all lovely dovely and today you kiss another bitch.

"what? why?" he asked me.

"I said, don't talk to me" I told him still not lifting my head up.

"lix did something happen?" he asked me again.

why is he carrying on the conversation?

I want to scream at him.

I ignored him and this time I was looking at the plants out the window. but that wasn't very peaceful because there was hyunjin poking me on my right side.

I was getting even more annoyed at him then I was, I was slowly losing my patience.

"please talk to me, did I do something?" he said this time tugging on my shirt.

"yes you did do something hyunjin, you did do something" I said turning his direction.

"what di-"

"you think I wouldn't of saw you with that girl? you fucking KISSED HER HYUNJIN" I said shouting at him, completely losing my mind.

his eyes widen.

I heard gasps being said in the room.

"how did you even see us?" hyunjin said.

"oh so you did kiss her" I replied.

"NO I DIDN'T FELIX" hyunjin shouted back.

everyone in the classroom turned to me and him. even the teacher.

"felix and hyunjin! do not yell in my class" Ms Yuna scolded us.

"I KNOW, UNBELIEVABLE RIGHT? you fucking bi-"

"FELIX, both of you get out" the teacher cut my sentence off.

I got up and left slamming the door behind me, a few seconds later hyunjin ran after me and stopped me.

"let go of me" I said yanking my hand out of his hand.

"felix please listen to me. I didn't kiss her she kissed me and I pushed her away. she wouldn't leave me alone" he explained.

"who even is she?" I asked pushing my tongue against my cheek.

"I don't know her, she said that she had a crush on me for a long time and then kissed me" he answered rubbing the back of his neck.

oh.

"why do you even care? and why are you this mad?" hyunjin questioned me.

I didn't answer him, I don't know the answer to that question. instead I just went back into the classroom, grabbed my stuff, Ms Yuna had said something but I just ignored her and left.

hyunjin held my arm again but I yanked it off like last time.

"don't think of contacting me anymore, I won't answer your calls or messages hyunjin" with that I started to walk away.

"lix please" his voice went faint the more I walked away from him.

I exited the school gates.

hyunjin's pov:

what the hell just happened?

I didn't know he saw me then, ugh it's all her fault why did she even kiss me, now I lost felix.

he can do whatever he wants, I'm going to get him back somehow.

I wonder how long he'll act like this.

I entered the classroom and everyone's eyes were on me. I hate being the centre of attention. I took my bag and left just like felix did.

what do I do now? I messed up, but why did he act like that, why was he so jealous and angry?

I have never seen felix like that before, it was truly shocking.

I also exited the school gates and I didn't know if I should go home or, to felix's place. but if I did that it wouldn't be a good idea and he probably won't even let me in.

as I arrived at my place I took the keys from my car and started to unlock the front door. I went upstairs and threw my bag on my bed taking out my notebook and flipping to the page I drew felix on.

I was meant to give in the homework today but clearly that didn't happen, I guess I can keep it and look at it for longer.

I didn't know what I was feeling at that point.

why do I feel this way? I feel like I'm too attached to him and without him I feel empty, like a piece of me is missing.

what is this feeling.

is it...love?

surely it can't be, there's no way.

I ended my thoughts and went over to my bathroom because I wanted to take a bath to calm myself down.

I kept replaying the moment were felix shouted at me and when his eyes started to slowly water but his eyes soaked the water up for the tears not to spill.

I want to give him a hug and apologise. but he won't let me, especially not right now.

my mind was full of felix and nothing else, I was too lost in my thoughts I didn't even realise an hour had already passed by and I was still in the bathtub.

I got out and dried myself with the towel and put on a random hoodie with a pair of pj bottoms.

what if it is love..?