when we were enemies ~ hyunlix

thirteen

"hyunjin no"

I screamed for help over and over again, but nobody heard me.

no one decided to help me.

I was alone.

by myself.

no jisung.

alone.

"please hyunjin" I reached out my hand to grab him but he just pushed my hand off of him.

"leave me alone felix" he said as he started to walk away.

what is happening?

I chased after him and took him into my arms and into a tight hug showing that I didn't want him to leave.

"get off of me" hyunjin tried pushing me off but I didn't let go.

I let go just to look at his face.

"jinnie, why are you acting like this?" tears started to drip down my face as I held his face with both of my hands.

he looked at me and his gaze soften.

"I need to go, lix" hyunjin spoke, calling me that nickname that jisung would call me and now him.

"w-what" my tears were now overflowing.

he called me lix? why?

I am confused.

this is confusing.

I am lost.

"hyunjin no" he took my hands off his face and walked away.

"no hyunjin, HYUNJIN NO-"

"NO PLEA-" I woke up sweating.

I was overwhelmed by the whole situation.

I look over to jisung and his face only showed worry.

"lix, what happened? are you okay?" jisung spoke as he rubbed my back.

I broke into tears.

I took him into a hug and never wanted to let go.

why am I like this?

why am I crying for?

what kind of dream was that?

"hey, don't worry I'm here, let me bring you some water so you can calm down" he said as he gently pulled me off of him and went downstairs.

I sat there waiting for him.

what was happening in that dream?

the time was 8:16 am and jisung had come back with a glass of water.

"would you like to talk about the dream?" he asked me as I chugged the water.

I looked at him and nodded.

"it's too confusing" I said pouting.

"it's okay, try your best to explain" he reassured me.

—

"that does sound pretty confusing" jisung said after I explained the dream.

"yeah" I replied.

"how about we go to the convenience store for breakfast to cheer you up" he said as my face immediately lit up and my eyes widen.

jisung smiled at me and we got ready to leave.

we made it to the store and went directly to the ramen section.

we both chose our ramen flavours and headed to the fridge area.

jisung got two boiled eggs for both of us and a kimchi fried rice gimbap.

I decided to choose the drinks, I got myself a green tea and jisung an iced americano then went over to the cashier.

we thanked the lady and went over to the
tables at the back.

I sat down on the same chair as last time and jisung next to me.

this chair was not only the one I sat on but, also the chair hyunjin sat on.

I took both of our ramens and put hot water in them and put them in the microwave to cook.

they were ready after four minutes.

we put the boiled eggs in our ramen and started to eat.

after a few bites, jisung started to unwrap the gimbap and eat it.

he handed me some and I ate it as well.

I took a sip of my green tea and it was so refreshing after that dream.

we both finished and put our items in the bin.

I took my green tea with me since there was still half of it left.

when we left the store someone else entered.

normally it wouldn't be my business at all but it was a familiar face.

yup... it's hyunjin.

I glanced at him for a second when he looked back.

we exchanged looks for about three seconds when jisung start tapping on my shoulder causing me to look away.

did I really get lost in his eyes again..?

ugh.

we reached jisung's house and went inside and then into his bedroom.

we decided to rest in his bed and continue the anime from yesterday.

I cuddled onto jisung and he cuddled me back.

I had my arms around his torso and one of his hands was placed on my head playing with a few strands of my hair and his other hand was on my back.

(is that a bit gay..? idk, oh well)

it was comfortable in my best friend's arms.

jisung was the only person who would always listen carefully to what I'm saying or doing, he never judges me or my actions, he is a safe place for me and he is my comfort person.

jisung's soul is too pure.