Consequences

You don't know that

Chapter 32

One week later, Friday, 2:30 pm

At the hospital

Ella's POV

Ella: I wanna see him!

Sam: Baby, he's ok. We just have to wait a little while longer.

Dean passed out, this morning. We've been at the hospital all day, and they haven't let us see him yet. I'm losing my fucking mind here. I'm pretty sure he just overworked himself and got too overheated. Or something along those lines. But I'm still worried about him. I wanna see him. He hit his head when he fell, and the doctors aren't letting us see him. That can't be good.

Ella: You don't know he's ok! He hit his head, and they won't let us see him!

Sam: They're just running some tests to make sure he didn't hurt himself too bad. It's ok. He's done a lot worse than hit his head. He's ok. I promise.

I don't know how the fuck Sam's so calm right now. Probably because he and Dean have literally died before. But that's my worry. What if Dean dies, and the last thing we did was argue? The last thing I said to him was on a sticky note that said "I don't wanna talk to you". What if he dies, with that being the last words I ever said to him? Cass wouldn't let him stay dead, but it would still hurt.

Ella: They've been running tests for hours. When are they gonna let us see him? Or even update us on his condition?

Sam: Sweetheart, he is gonna be fine. I know you're worried about him, but he's gonna be ok.

Ella: But you don't know that. You don't know for sure that he's gonna be ok. He hit his head, and he didn't wake up after that. What if he doesn't wake up? What if he dies, and the last thing that I ever said to him was on a stupid sticky note that said "I don't wanna talk to you". What if those were the last words he ever got from me? What if he dies thinking that I hate him? I don't hate him, and I don't want him to think that. I just want him to be ok.

Sam: He doesn't think you hate him. He just wants you to talk to him again. He knows that you just needed time to cool off from you guys' argument. He knows that you were just mad. He knows that you don't hate him. You're working yourself up, Sweetheart. It's gonna be ok. We just have to wait, while the doctors do their jobs. He hit his head, so they have to run a lot of tests to make sure that he'll be ok. Head injuries are serious. Always. They have to make sure he didn't give himself a serious concussion, or hurt his head too bad. They're taking a long time, but that doesn't mean that something's wrong. You need to calm down.

Ella: I just wanna see him. I'm worried about him. You can't seriously expect me to stay calm right now.

Sam: I don't expect you to be able to stay calm right now. I know how hard this is. But you have to try to stay out of a negative state of mind. That's only gonna make you worry more, and it's gonna feel like we're waiting here forever. Try to stay positive. It shouldn't be too much longer before they let us see him, or tell us something about his condition.

Ella: I didn't get my biological Dad. I don't want anything to happen to this one.

Sam: I know, Baby. He pulls me into a hug It's gonna be ok. We just have to stay positive, and stay patient. A doctor's gonna come out, any second, to tell us about Dean. We just have to wait a little longer. I know it's not easy, but you're just gonna have to trust me when I say that he's gonna be ok. He's Dean. He'll be ok. He's always ok.