a platonic alliumduo fanfic [discontinued]

Chapter 12

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Yes, I did say I was going to take a break

(if you follow me and look at notfi)

BUT I couldn't forget to update this

Anyway luv u and hope you 

read this chapter and like it!

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Sapnap's pov

(new pov POGGG!!)

(also sapnap angst)

TW/CW This also chapter contains DRINKING, IMPLYING ABUSE (physical and mental), CIGARETTES, SWEARING, AND MORE IF THIS TRIGGERS YOU READ THIS CHAPTER AT YOUR OWN RISK.

I just got done texting with Tomathy? No, Tom? Oh YES TOMMY! I just hope he actually trusts me and not faking it like other people I've met before.. every person I've talked with fakes it well that's what Dream says.

I'm getting off track what was I saying? Oh Tommy so yeah he said I should come over to his place soon. So I should get ready! 

I get off my bed I go over to my bathroom and fix my hair and go into normal clothes. I don't really like the cloak I just wear it so Dream and George don't kick me out. I have to follow their rules. I know it would be considered to be 'fake friends' but.    I can't let go of them.     Were like family.

I look in the mirror to see me in plain white shirt with black pants with black and white checkers on the bottom of the pants. I put my hair up in my fire colored bandana. My favorite bandana George gave it to me when they found me.

Damn it feels like they are my parents but their not just older than me. I know they love me. But I get left out of what they do. Like trying to catch endermen I don't like what they do but I just want to be apart of what they do. I was happy that they let me go with them yesterday! They were harming Ranboo though..

Why am I saying this again? I guess want to get it off my back. I look at my phone and it's 8:57 am I guess I should leave now. I get out of the bathroom out of my room. I see Dream and George.. Please don't say anything please please- Dream walks over to me from the living room on the couch. 

"Where are you going?"

"Oh just going to a friends house..!" I know Dream he knows I'm lying he is good at detecting lies. Well it isn't really a bluff I hope at least..

"I know you're lying you can't lie to a friend that would make me sad. Me and George are your only friends.. You better not lie again." I hate when he says this but I can't help to stay with the both.

"Okay I won't." I said turning my head from him.

"Look at me when I'm talking." He slaps my face and I hold my cheek from the pain and look over to him.