In your dreams.

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Chads pov
I stand in my room alone, suddenly I hear my door open. I turn to see Ryan, just as beautiful as ever.

"What are you doing here?" I ask walking up to him

"I don't want to hide it anymore. Chad I want you." He he whispered in my ear putting his hand on my chest lightly grabbing the collar of my shirt.

"Good." Is all I get out before I lean in. Our lips meet and he snakes his hands into my hair.

'I can't believe this is actually happening' I think as I wrap my arms around his waist. The next thing I know, he has my back pined to the wall. I've never felt like this before, not with Taylor or anyone else.

'I never want this to end.' I think to myself

Third person pov:

Suddenly Chad bolted upright in bed, becoming increasingly aware of reality.

"What the fuck." He whispers to himself in a panicked tone, his eyes wide in horror.

He turns on his phono to see 2:47 AM appear on the screen. Chad puts down his phone and falls back onto his pillows.

'What the hell is wrong with me? I just dreamed about making out with Ryan Evans.' Chad thought to himself in a state of uncomfortable shock.

'Ive never even had a dream like that before, why now? Why him?' Chad thought as he tried to fall asleep again.

✨A few hours later✨

Despite his best efforts, Chad did not get any more sleep after waking up from his dream. He laid in bed trying not to think about Ryan until he gave up on sleep. Somehow getting himself out of bed, Chad decided to go for a walk to clear his head. It was a beautiful morning the sun was still rising and shone onto the dew covered grass.

"Chad?" I familiar voice called out behind him.

Chad froze in his tracks, half hoping if he didn't he respond the problem would go away.  When it didn't after a moment he finally turned around. There stood the boy from his dreams. The light made his light blue eyes sparkle like diamonds.

"Hey Ryan." Chad muttered awkwardly, fighting the urge to run away as fast as humanly possible.

"I didn't think you where a morning person." Ryan laughed.

'God his laugh. It's so cute and his smile is so perfect and...fuck. get it together.' Chad thought before speaking again.

"I'm not, I just couldn't sleep. What about you, why are you here so early?"

"Just needed to get out of the house, felt like taking a walk."

"that's cool."

"Since were both here anyway, mind if I join you?" Ryan asked hopefully.

Though hanging out with the man he was having involuntary fantasies about was one of the last things Chad wanted to do, he couldn't stand to hurt Ryan's feelings.

"Yeah of course." Chad blurted out, hoping he wouldn't regret this decision later.

"We didn't get to talk a lot after the movie yesterday." Ryan pointed out as they continued walking.

"Yeah we didn't. What did you think? You seemed pretty scared."

"It was good I wasn't scared though." Ryan lied hoping Chad would somehow believe him.

"Yeah right, you were holding onto me 
like your life depended on it." Chad laughed, before realizing he had brought up the whole hand holding thing from the day before.

"Yeah...Im sorry if I was bothering you or making you uncomfortable."

"NO. Not at all." Chad blurted a bit too loud.

"Ok good, thank you for being so cool about it."

"Always."

Looking into Ryan's eyes, Chad accepted he had a serious problem.

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