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29: yn's diary, his emotions

Note:Please vote and comment about how was this part. It clears too much things from the start of this story.

(Trigger warning ⚠️)
(Italic written words are entries
And normal written are taehyung's thoughts)

Authors pov:

Just as he reach home he popped on bed with her diary and started reading it.

There where not too much entries at start but then he saw the entry where they first meet. As he started reading excitedly seeing his name there.
But who is gonna tell him this excitement not gonna last longer.

First entry
Dear diary, guess what whom I met today? That handsome jerk from hiking trip. And the bad news is he is gonna be my new boss. I'm telling you, I'm god's neglected child that's why this is happening to me.
God, i hate him so much~

"Sure, you do" Taehyung chuckle.
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Dear diary, unlike my first my whole week was damned. Reason? That devil of my boss in angel's face. He is holding personal grudges. Childish, no?. Also uncle asked for money today. How I'm gonna give them money at first week of my job.
Trust me when i say I'm the only sane here.

Taehyung frown at this but read next entry.
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Hello, long time no see. I'm i forgot about you but i have no one to talk about it. I slept while working today due to tiredness and i did a mistake, i again saw them in my dream, I'm scared. I want to hold someone, but how can I forget i have no one. Silly me.

the hand writing was not clear. Taehyung felt worried yet confused, who are 'them'? Why she is scared?
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Dear diary, you won't believe what i did today. I was checking out someone with those innocent eyes of mine for the first time will you believe?. Who? Who else, my boss, the great kim jerk taehyung. trust me he was hella hot. But guess what? His attitude is not. I'm going insane. But my whole imagination got ruined when he yell, he was looking duffer. Whatever.

Taehyung laugh at the way you wrote about him and how you wrote like you are talking with her. "She never leave chance to curse me" he said with little pout.
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Dear diary, trust me when i say i hate men. All are same. Today my client Hyun, try to misbehave with me. I did not like the way he was look at me with that dirty smirk. But guess what i have to bare him now. Also minji body shamed me, but i did not feel hurt. Thank god I'm like this. It will keep those dirty eyes away from me which I feel disgust. I want to cry...

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Dear diary, you know he is not that bad, yeah I'm talking about taehyung.. Today he remove me from Hyun project, even he help me to get rid of Hyun. I was suffocating because of constant stares. But there was different, one was dirty, where in other one i felt protected. Yeah that one was taehyung.
I never knew I will feel safe under his gaze after that did not felt scared. Ironic.

Taehyung smiled when he reading that.

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Dear diary, I'm tired of all work and house chore and my insomnia is not helping me at all. I forgot to by sleeping pills and here I'm suffering. Yeah i started taking them not only that but my anti depression pill as well. I know it's harmful but i could not help or i will broke down any movement. Also i saw taehyung doing unholy thing with one girl. I don't know what happened to me but I felt pain in my heart. What's this?

He don't know what to say. After reading about her insomnia. She is consuming sleeping pills for sleep. Thats why her face used to look pale by lack of sleep.
Having anti depression pills which is not good for her.