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58: showering together🔞

My innocent reads get some hobi water
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Taehyung's pov:
I went to my apartment, I'm sure she must be there only as she wasn't at her uncle's house and my guess was right.

I took a deep breath and entered in our bedroom just to see her curling up in ball on bed while wearing my clothes.

I close my eyes feeling guilty knowing i have really ignored her in my mess. My tone was cold and harsh in a way i have never talk to her from last time when she left in those months and now watching her like this i felt pang in my heart. I know that she is sensitive and her mood swings are on it's peaks sometimes still i acted like jerk.

I walk towards her to look at her face just to see dried tears on her cheeks. I caresses her cheeks with back of my fingers making her open her eyes. Our eyes met as she looked at me coldly and sat on bed backing away from me.

"Princess" i whisper and try to hold her hand but she didn't let me and this shit hurts.

"Now why are you here. Ain't i bother you anymore?" She ask and standup from bed making me sigh.

"Look love it's not-" i try to make her understand but she didn't let me.

"I don't wanna talk to you. You go-no why would you i should be the one who leaves from her from your house" she said stubbornly

"Bub it's not like that at least listen to me"

"I know I'm annoying okay. I started to act clingy but i can't help it. I'm sorry for asking little attention from you okay?" Her voice cracked as she started crying making my heart clinch.

"I won't be surprised if you l-loose you interested in m-me" she whispered but i heard it clearly making me feel like someone stabbed me. Was i that negligent towards her that she thought like that.

She was about to go but i pull her hand as she landed on my chest.
"Let me goo" she started hitting me with her little fists but i tighten my girp around her instead. Eventually she hug me and started crying. I rub her back while kissing her top head multiple times.

"You are so bad" she murmur.

"I know" i said with sad smile and sat on bed taking her on my lap. She sniff for sometime and started saying without looking at my eyes.

"Tae i don't wanna c-cling on to you like that. But i don't know what happened to me this days, i feels like staying c-close to you, talk to you, i want your attention not whole but little. I f-feel the need you t-touches. I'm gonna insane. I'm sorry " she murmur while looking down like she did something wrong she was about to hug me but stopped, I immediately pull her to me and hug her instead. I rest my face in her neck planting multiple kisses there.

How could i just be this much ignorant even after staying this close to her that she craved from me. I can't blame others because i was at the fault. It would be lie if i wasn't feeling the same for her. It's not always she said this or feel that way.

"I know I'm not like other girls you have had in your life. Not beautiful like them. I'm just messed up but i love you so much. I'm sorry i won't bother-" she mutter while sniffing but stopped by me.

"Shut up yn. Who told you all this?" I know these are not her word's someone must have said something like that to her unless she won't talk like that.

"I ask you something yn" i ask as my voice harden making her sobb more.

"D-don't use that tone with me" she said and started crying like a baby. Sighing i cupp her cheeks making her look at me.

"Listen here princess. First of all it's nothing wrong to get your boyfriend's attention. You should get my all attention to you. It's my fault that i was asshole to you not yours bub" i try to make her understand while wiping her tears who look at me with her puppy eyes.