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79: helpless romantic

Double update just as I promised
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Week later
Authors pov:

After that day yn become so depressed. She was staying in her uncle's house. She couldn't got courage to go to his apartment.  She was afraid to go. She stopped going to office instead she locked herself in room with those all negetive thoughts and predictions.

She assumed what taehyung said might be true but she wasn't gonna believe it because the love and care he showed her can't be lie after all. He proved it and she can't doubt it like that.

She was sick. Her body was getting weak by each passing day. She couldn't understand what was happening with her. Those words left greater impact on her making her insecure yet vulnerable.

What will she do? She couldn't find anything but take jennies threat seriously. If she can hire her to kill her then it's cup of tea for her to let everyone knows about it.

Even if taehyung will be least bothered about it but she knows how society will look at him how society will look at her? With that pity, disgusted or what not. She had face this before when everyone used to show fake sympathy about her being raped girl and used to curse, mock or disgusted about her presence behind her back. what grandmother said that day wasn't wrong at all.

She doesn't wanted to involve taehyung in it. She doesn't wanted to let him feel this because of her. He had worked hard to become what he is. He had worked to put his name up to the high with all respect of others for him.

she doesn't want to tent his that name and his struggle with her filthy past. Even if they prise him for him choosing her but the pitiful looks of others towards her, will she take it? Will taehyung able to see it? No! A big no!

She doesn't want him be weak for her or kept quiet because of her who never let anyone talk before him. The person who bought her back from her dark past. She doesn't want to pull that person in wave of that dark past of her's.

Her mind was eating her with all positive negetive possibilities of what Jennie threaten her about and it was making her insane. Being a over thinker she is she couldn't contemplate her mind properly.

She can't let him face this all things because of her. She doesn't want to. Even if it cost her to agree with what Jennie said to her.

Her insecurities rose up. She knew from the start that she is not perfect for him and someone coming and rubbing that truth on her face along with her past was shook her to it's core.

She was scared. Flashback of her past started coming in her mind started making her feel disgusted about herself again. What wrong his grandmother said ofcourse no one can accept the molested girl by five fucking men.

Her heart sanked that time when his grandmother push a property papers infront of her saying she is slut and getting paid of. Those voices she started hearing again letting her forgot what taehyung used to says to her.

How he used to stare at her like she is angel from the heaven, how he used to worship her like she is his goddess, how he used to respect her like she is his queen. How he used to pamper and baby's her like a princess she is for him. She forgot everything but that dark phase of her past and those words left from Jennie and mrs.kims mouth.

And taehyung being away from her for more than 2 month from her was not helping the situation at all. He called her next day when he got to know that she went to her uncle and aunty. He wanted to tell her to go back but yn said firmly that she is staying here for some days.

Taehyung didn't protest after hearing her cold tone and the argument they had before. He already didn't let her go to Busan and if he said to do not stay at her uncle's place she will get more worked up.