🍼Little Amity🧃 (Toh Agere) Requests Semi-open

repressing and missing

Requested by asillyguy

Amity represses her regression in the human realm because Ed and Em usually take care of her while she regresses, and she misses them and doesn't want to think about them.
Also Luz and Amity are not in a relationship, while either of them are regressed.

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It was about a month after the day of unity. Everyone had settled into the Noceda household. Luz was going to school, and the witches spent their time in the abandoned cabin.

The witches were spending their morning in the cabin, just hanging out. Amity was acting strange, though. It was like she was hyper nervous. Her knee was bouncing, and she looked deep in thought.

Willow noticed when she was taking pictures with the old camera Camila gave her. She walked over to the purple haired witch and put a hand on her shoulder. Amity flinched and looked up at her.

"Oh! Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you, " Willow apologized

"It's... fine. " Amity mumbled wobbly

"Anyways, I just wanted to make sure you were fine. You seem on edge... does it have to do with the demon realm?" Willow guessed

Amity inhaled sharply as she heard the ending words. Her mind wandered. 'Eddy and Emmy.... no! Stop, you can't regress now! They aren't here, you can't!'

Amity gulped and began shaking.

"I-uh, bathw-room?" She excused herself outside. Willow frowned with concern when she saw her friend leave.

Amity stepped into the Noceda house and sighed. She needed to get out of there. Well, since she's alone, maybe she could be lit- no! She can't. Someone might come in. She needs to stay big. For everyone. For ed and em. They would like it here. Places to explore and people to prank. She felt a weird feeling in her stomach. She knew what caused this. She misses her big siblings. She never regresses or shows much emotion without them or luz. Surely she can manage the rest of the day without thinking about them, right?

She was wrong. she could not stop thinking about them. She wanted them! She wanted to throw things and cry and yell for them. But she can't. Because they aren't here.

She waited patiently for Luz to return from her extracurricular activity. She couldn't do anything else but wait. She hated the thoughts and memories of her big siblings. She remembered when they took her to the slayground when to one was there. She smiled but immediately felt sad. She needed a distraction. She managed to distract herself with reading Azura. But soon, luz came home. Luz came through the door, Amity crushed her with a hug.

"Woah! I see you've missed me. " she chuckled. Amity didn't laugh back, though.

Oh shit, she really did miss her...

"You okay, sweet potato?" She asked, putting a hand on her head. Amity shook her head in the crook of Luz's neck.

"Let's go to my room." Luz picked her girlfriend up, bridal style, and carried her to her room

Luz shut the door with her leg and set Amity down on her lower bunk. Amity liked it this bed. The lower bunk was cozy and felt safe.

Luz sat next to her and began playing with the purple hair.

 

"Would you like to tell me what's wrong?" She asked

Amity let out a small whimper and grabbed the soft blanket.