"He never leaves my side when he gets back. Where is he, you swear you don't know."
You were panicking, trying to talk to anyone who could have seen where your boyfriend had gone. One second he was with you the next he was gone.
You were starting to get worried about where he could have possibly went. Was he even safe right now, you knew how his social anxiety effected him, especially right after a deployment.
You searched for hours, high and low. Wherever he could have gone, but it all was hopeless.
You gave up and walked back to your room. He would come back when he wanted to. For now you'd just have to wait.
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You never fully relaxed, König still hadn't came back home in days, you were beginning to worry about where he could possibly have gone.
At the moment you just laid in bed, watching a true crime series, just trying to get your mind off of where your boyfriend could be. It was just so hard to be at peace with the empty side of your bed, no warmth at all from that man you loved so much.
You got up from your bed to look out the window for any sign of König, maybe when he would be back. There was nothing, not even a cat running across the street to be seen.
You stood there till you couldn't anymore, maybe he'll be back tomorrow, something might have been catching him at work.
You'd just go to bed, wait for tomorrow to come.
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You closed your car door, locking it behind you, the empty parking space was now a common sight, you didn't think much of it anymore. It's been a month since his car had been parked there, and you didn't expect it to be there any time soon.
You shuffled your keys out of your pocket, unlocking your front door and going inside. Your house was oddly warm, like your thermostat had been turned up. Odd,you always had it as a specific temperature, it never changed.
You checked the temperature, it was at 68. You shrugged it off and turned it back down to your preferred temperature.
You tossed your bag down, walking to your room to change into your home clothing, something more comfortable while you did your usual around the house.
Humming as you slipped out of your clothing and into your soft and comfortable tank top and shorts, shark slippers too because who doesn't love those?
You stretched your arms above your head, walking into your bathroom, the light was on, you probably forgot to turn it off before you left, you were in a rush out of the house. You sighed, reminding yourself that you pay bills.
You shuffled around in your drawers, looking for your face wash, it wasn't there, you sighed and pulled the curtain to your tub back, gasping and closing it back when you saw your boyfriend, asleep in the tub, water cold.
You hadn't expected him to be in there or in this house. You quick closing of the curtain must have woken him because the next thing you knew he was pulling the curtain open, looking up at you.
"Hi.."
He mumbled, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes. He looked like he wasn't stressed or anything, just tired and happy to see you.
"Hi, baby."
You sighed, turning around and grabbing the bottle of hand soap, you didn't want to get your face wash anymore, this would have to do.
You washed your face with the hand soap, wanting to get out of the bathroom very soon, you were a bit uncomfortable at the moment.
The first interaction you had with him in months was seeing him in the bath. On accident.
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You sat on the couch, you giant of a boyfriend cuddled up on top of you, he was asleep, like a lump on a log, out cold to the sound of your heartbeat.
The rest of the day went normally, like he had been there ever since, like nothing happened, like he hadn't been away for a month longer then he had told you.
You'd ask him later about that. For now you'd bask in his closeness that you didn't know you missed so much.
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"What happened...ya know, why were you gone for so much longer then you told me?"
"Oh...I just wasn't feeling the best while I was with everyone the night back, I just needed some time to myself, I'm sorry I was gone for so long."
"Okay, there's no need to apologize. Just next time, maybe tell me that you'll be gone for a little longer. I was worried about you."
