𝐒𝐊𝐙 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒

TANGERINE TEARS : CHANGSUNG

requested by : super duper lovely sweetheart ^.^! translations 4 certain words are in the comments <3

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When the solitude devoured him, greedy fingers laced between strands of his cotton threads, nestling deep it consumed him whole. He took a sip of cherry-infused water, placing a white lacy ribbon in his pixie-length hair, exaggerating his coquettish-demeanor. He imagined himself to be playing, swinging on the twinkling carousels, smelling of hot chocolate. Amongst his rose-tinted dreams would appear little sparkles of twinkling light- stars, that lit up his universe that was often sparingly blue or drenched in sunshine. His stars, his guides that pointed the way home- his stays.

If he had a flower for everytime he thought of stays, he would be walking through a garden of forever.

He toyed around with the lacy ribbons in his hair, not bothering to readjust the star clips that Felix placed with clumsy grace. His mind was bubbling with thoughts, thinking of the flash " 3-set ageyo " requests he frequently received and decided on different poses. He thought it was quite fitting to name his v-live
" *ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩ 한니여기 있어 ㅎㅎ 🧁" He added a cupcake emoji in curtsy of his blueberry muffin that awaited for him, seated ever so elegantly in the centre of his plate decorated with a cute painting of the flower-wreath he hung on the front door.

He could hear the soft chatter of song birds, almost like a tiny seed dropping into rich soil. Jisung heard Changbin's stern but loving voice as he recalled, " Han-ah, don't just eat sweet stuff, eat proper meals okay? Or I'll cook spicy noodles for one week and you can have a fun time with Chan hyung. "
The thought almost sent shivers down his spine! Fire noodles were... well... fire for sure.

He filed as if he was dancing in a valley of daffodils, so airy and sweet. He quickly searched for the " Go LIVE " button, checking his appearance before clicking on the button. He unconsciously puffed up his cheeks as he positioned the cupcake to be in the centre and kept himself out of frame to tease stays.
" Where is Jisungie? Is he hiding hahah " He read the comment with confidence, english lesson really paid off!
" Mmmm! " He exclaimed, voice soft as he continued teasing. " Hannie got eaten by cupcake! nom nom nom... " he announced before flipping the camera over to reveal his eyes covered slightly by his fringe, hiding half of his face with his sweater paws. It was rather cold in his room, not because he didn't know where Jeongin hid the air conditioner so he was stuck with 22 degrees...

" Hello stays! Jisungie is here! Did you miss me? "
He excitedly greeted the fans, making heart gestures and switched between Korean and English. He saw many hearts of different colours, deciding to do different poses, peace signs and hearts while waiting for questions and answers to flood in. There were some comments written in languages he thought was beautiful. It made his heart happy, as if honey butter melted ever so gently into a stream of warmth that he wanted to bask in for eternity. It was so beautiful yet surreal, how music, how Stray Kids could bring so many people together.

He batted his eyelashes prettily, a little playfully if he had to admit in a somewhat coquettish-manner that made him even more lovely. He always looked at the silver lense with such sincere eyes, such lovingness. Yet, if you were quick enough to catch it, you could see uncertainty. As if he were a butterfly swirling on top of nectar yet hovering and hovering... wondering if this was really true, if the goodness will last forever. He wondered if Stays would ever stop loving him.

" Please love me as I am."
He thought.

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" What did I eat for lunch? Oohh! I'm eating right now! " He waved his blueberry muffin cutely to the camera, he wittily added, " Stays want to eat my muffin too, right? Here, have a bite! " He giggled as the comments flooded in, some saying that they took a really big bite so Hannie doesn't have lunch anymore while others said they were gonna grab their lunch to eat together as a quote unquote date. He radiated an enchanting aura even as he took a bite out of his muffin. His eyes shimmered with child-like wonder, ever so charming.