𝐒𝐊𝐙 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒

THROUGH A CLOUD OF SMOKE : CHANGLIX

!! this is a completely fictional work , no part of this story reflects the actual members. i repeat again teehee, this is completely fictional. this one shot would contain alcohol abuse and some angst or triggering content. please click off this story, the next chapter would be fluffy don't worry. !!

" you love me don't you ? "
" i do. "
he said, with an empty bottle in hand

"
i am not one of those who believe in fate
i am not one of those who live to old age
im not looking for an explanation for my dream
im just hopelessly in love with the boy who loves to drink
in love with the noise
in love with his voice
in love with the boy who plays a funeral song for my head
my thoughts in temples and crown
how i wish i could turn things back around
to the way they were before
you made me feel something
but then you drank everything
"
Felix sang, voice cracking as he felt stab after stab slashing at his heart.
a love that used to be theirs was none of their's to have anymore.
(A/N : I wrote those lyrics wwww)
the night changbin traded a bottle for his voice
the night he gave the devil his soul
the night he didn't care anymore
was the daylight Felix never saw.

Felix traced his calloused hands over the bruises that formed overtime.
he was more than used to the routine he endured everyday.

his lover would come home
he loved to make music!
maybe bang a few pots or two
if he was feeling worse, he might even break the door knob.
three bottles would be broken as they clashed against the wall
he would never forget the four words his lover whispered to him before
" i love you truly "
as blood dripped from his wound
five missed calls from his friends in a minute
he could have swore they've never been so worried
it was love , a tough one that the rest will never understand

four slashes of the bottle and he would be out cold
three puffs as he screamed
through a cloud of smoke
two voices echoed through his head
one telling him to wake the other to stay in bed