"Just Roommates"

| 18 | Break up

Kirishima pov:

Todoroki knows.
I know he knows because he confronted me.
Apparently Bakugou had some sort of nightmare.
I need to get Bakugou away from Todoroki.
Todoroki is filling his head with deceitful lies.
Bakugou is mine!!
Why can't he just back the fuck up?!
I watch him walk away, he knows.
He knows I did it.
I wanted him to know.
I can frame him.
Bakugou won't give up on me.
He'll just think it's a coincidence.
I walk back to the squad.
"What did he want to talk about?"
I smile at him.
"He thought I didn't save you, however I can assure you I did"
I didn't technically lie.
If I hadn't gotten help he might've died or something.
Bakugou looks guilty.
"Can I talk to you privately for a sec?"
My heart rate increases.
No.
He can't mean?
Maybe he is just paranoid?
"Sure babe"
I make sure to call him babe so show I still love him, he better not leave me??
I did all this to get us closer, he can't just end it.
The Bakusquad go away and we stand there awkwardly.
"What did you wanna say?"
I smile at him, showing him kindness.
He looks away.
"I want to.. break up"
My heart shatters.
No.
I won't let him.
Not that easily.
No fucking way am I letting Todoroki win.
He's mine.
He's fucking mine.
"What? Why"
I ask, frantically.
"I just.. you- it's me"
He grumbles out.
I can't let him do this.
"I just saved you?? If you need time I'll wait"
I say, holding his hands in my own.
He looks upset.
I have to win him over.
"It's not that..thanks for saving me and all but I just kind of fell out of love.."
He looks down, trying to remove his hands from my grasp.
No.
"Bakugou..I love you, please we can work this out"
He looks at me with guilt in his eyes.
I can win this.
Guilt is something Bakugou doesn't feel often, so he hates it.
"I did so much for you please don't do this"
I hold his hands tighter.
"You shouldn't want to be with someone who tried to break up with you.."
He whispers.
"I don't care, I have faith in you"
He looks like he's trying to mask his guilt.
"Shitty hair let go"
I grab onto his shoulders tightly.
"Katsuki please, I did this for us"
I say.
I don't know if he knows what happened in the bathroom or not but I'm putting it out there.
"eh?? Let go"
He tries to wriggle out of my grasp.
He starts to panic and desperately tries to get me off.
"Please"
I beg him.
He opens his mouth, then closes it.
"just let go.."
He's still wriggling, but he's calmer.
I can see the fear in his eyes.
His pupils are so small and he starts to hyperventilate.
"I love you, Bakugou"
He starts to get tears in his eyes.
I go in for a kiss.
He yanks his head away and whispers.
"Stop.. I'll stay with you"
I don't understand why he was crying.
Bakugou never gets that scared.
He tries to pretend it never happened by wiping his tears away immediately. He places his hands on the place I held him and rubs it.
I may have gone a little crazy.
I love him so much.
I'm glad we are staying together.

Bakugou pov:

I try to break up with Kirishima.
He just grabs my hands and begs for me to not leave him. I tell him to let go but then he moves his grip to my shoulders.
I tense up.
I think I have ptsd or something.
I remember how I couldn't move, how that guy had a hold on me and I couldn't move.
The fucking driver guy.
And Kirishima is doing the same shoulder thing.
I don't know what to do.
I hate being in this hold.
I can't move.
"Katsuki please, I did this for us"
I struggle against his grasp.
I'm scared.
This is fucking scary.
I don't care what we do at this point, but he better fucking let me go.
I don't know what he means by 'I did this for us' but I don't fucking have the patience.
"eh?? Let go"
I growl at him.
I wriggle against his grasp, desperate for freedom.
Remembering what that guy did to me.
How it could've gone.
It's petrifying.
I want to go back to my dorm.
Back with Todoroki.
Back where it's safe.
Not with Kirishima.
"Please"
He begs me.
I don't want to be with him.
I want him to let go!!
Let me go!!
"just let go.."
Im tired.
This is exactly what happened with the man.
I start to hyperventilate.
"I love you Bakugou"
No.
Stop.
My eyes are wet.
He goes in for a kiss.
I get extreme anxiety.
All I can see is the man from before.
I want it to stop.
I yank my head away.
He's too close!!
"Stop..I'll stay with you"
I say, surrendering to him.
He smiles and lets me go.
I immediately rub my shoulders for comfort.
I wipe my tears away.
I can't let anyone see me cry!! That's so weak.

I guess I'll try again tomorrow...
I wonder how Todoroki will react?