"Just Roommates"

| 17 | Confront him!

Todoroki pov:

I instantly knew Bakugous dream was some sort of sign.
There is no way it would've been that specific!
We fall asleep cuddling as he was shaking a lot.
In the morning, as to not embarrass him I quickly tuck him under the covers and climb down the bunk.
I get ready for school, it's earlier then usual but I don't think I can really get back to sleep.
I'm putting my tie on and hear the alarm wake Bakugou up.

Bakugou pov:

I wake up to the most annoying ass beeping from the shitty fucking alarm clock.
I rub my eyes and sit up.
Suddenly I remember last night.
CRAP!
He better not tell anyone!!
I immediately climb down and talk to him.
"Listen Icyhot!"
He's putting on his tie, he stops to listen to me.
He stopped to listen to me?
I mean.
Of course he did!!
"What do you need?"
He asks, with a really friendly tone.
He smiles at me a bit.
"I- don't say anything about last night!!"
I grumble at him, frustrated.
"Ok"
He goes back to tying his tie.
It's perfect??
I can't tie a tie at all.
I don't even wear one at this point.
I growl and push past him a bit.
I get dressed and he waits for me.
I walk out of the bathroom, fully dressed apart from my tie.
We had already done our hair and teeth and shit.
He is just sitting there but when I walk out of the bathroom he smiles, stands up and opens the door.
"Let's go"
He lets me go first.
I shoot him a glare but it's hard to keep it considering he has the fucking kindest face on.
I want explode his face off but at the same I want him. I can't deal with this!
I get a flashback.
It's when me and Kirishima first started dating.
He would open doors for me, with the cutest face on.
These differences.
What is logical??
I can't tell!!!
These differences...
It's like he's Kirishima all over again.
I can't fall for him.
I'll be stuck with another Kirishima.
...
I'm not happy.
I'm not happy with Kirishima.
I can't be with him.
It's too much.
I never want to see him anymore.
He makes me feel dirty, makes me feel disgusting.
I try to tell myself I love him, when really I don't mean a word of it.
He controls my life.
I feel like a fucking puppet!
I remember crying I was hurt and almost violated..
He yelled at me over and over.
'I CARE BAKUGOU!!'
lies.
He didn't care.
Not one bit.
I don't like being in a relationship with him anymore.
Having this realisation took a lot of gut.
I want to love him.
But I don't.
I can't force myself into thinking I do just because he payed me attention once.
I want a lover that loves me for me.
That I can love for them.
Kirishima is not that person.
Walking to class with Icyhot I worry about how it might affect the squad.
What if they leave me for breaking his heart?
Kirishima is a class favourite, and I'm probably the least favourite.
I don't want to hurt him?
It's just kinda something I need to do for myself.
I need to put myself first.
I walk into class with Icyhot.
He leaves to go talk to the Shitty nerds.
I walk over to the group.
"Hey babe! How's your head"
He kisses me, I swerve it into a cheek kiss.
"Yeah I'm fine"
Should I tell him now?
Or should I tell him at lunch? Break?
Crap this is so messed up!!
"shitty hair.."
I ask, looking down.
He looks at me with big eyes and his signature smile.
I used to be flustered when he did that.
I can't see why anymore.
I don't want things to change but it's for the better.

I told Todoroki I was gonna break up with him. Todoroki told me he wanted to talk to Shitty hair before I broke up with him.
He said it was a good idea and he would support my decision.
I don't feel as bad about it now.
But still..
I don't wanna hurt him, maybe I can do it kindly?
Like say I love him but dont?
Wait.
That makes no sense.
DAMN IT!!
"Yeah?"
He responds to me.
"Todoroki wants to talk to you"
I avoid the break up for a while longer.
Remembering how Todoroki said that.
He looks up and sees Todoroki waiting for him.
"Oh ok"
He walks away.
I sigh and don't even yell at the squad when they get all close and shit.
I want to take in their presence before they probably unfriend me.

Todoroki pov:

I'm going to confront Kirishima about it.
Depending on his reaction I will have to notify Aizawa.
Bakugou tells him I want to talk to him and he walks over.
"Hey Todoroki, what's up"
He smiles at me.
"Did you hurt Bakugou?"
I ask, keeping eye contact.
The atmosphere just got a whole lot tense.
"What do you mean?"
He asks, squinting at me a bit.
"I mean did you hit him with a bat"
I glare at him a bit.
He looks shocked for a hot minute.
"Me??"
He looks offended.
"Why would you think I did it??"
I huff and respond.
"Because he had a nightmare about you hitting him with the bat after you got to the bathroom"
I darken my glare on him.
He has a bland expression.
"And if you were telling the truth Kurogiri's quirk would've set off the villain alarm"
I carry on talking.
He smirks.
That's all I needed to see.
I know he did it.
And I don't know what he plans on doing next.
I'm not going to let him get anywhere near Bakugou.
This phyco should be locked up.