Irrevocable | Kim Mingyu | Seventeen | Svt Ff

Chapter 4

I started to feel really hot even though the weather's pretty chill. I really wanted to take off my clothes and take a cold shower. I felt a sensation at the pit of my stomach. I really wanted to clench my thighs together and I did but that just caused my breathing to escalate.
"Are you okay? You've turned red", Jisoo asked.
"Maybe it's the alcohol", I said.

"I'm gonna get you married to my brother and then we'll officially be a family", a drunk Somi mumbled hugging me and all I could do was pat her back.
We were at the exit and Mingyu's car was there but he wasn't.
"Where's oppa and Hanie? Can I call him with your phone, my battery's dead", Jisoo asked.
I put my hand in my pockets and realised that I left it at the booth. I told them to wait for me and went inside. I saw Mingyu coming out of the booth while fixing his pants.
Mingyu saw me and gave me my phone.
"I was here to get it, thanks", I said.
"You're welcome. Let's go", he said and a teary eyed Tzuyu stomped out of the booth and brushed past us.
My mouth parted as I joined the dots but I didn't get why she seemed mad. "Didn't she like it?", I thought.
"Like what?", Mingyu asked.
I guess my thought was loud enough for him to hear, "I, I mean you two, were, you, Tzuyu, in, you", I don't even know what I was saying.
"We weren't doing anything", he understood what I meant and walked out after saying it.

Jisoo, Somi and I were back at the exit and.......Lisa's clinging to Mingyy. Deja vu.
He said something and walked towards his car without looking back at her while she kept calling out his name which is apparently 'sugar'.
Mingyu saw us and approached us and a very disappointed Lisa stormed inside the club.
What's with this guy disappointing girls tonight?
I was holding onto Somi so she doesn't fall. Soon Jeonghan came back with the other car. He got out of it and said,"I'm probably drunk. I don't think I can drive us back home".
"Then who's gonna take this car back home?", a very unstable Jisoo asked pointing at Jeonghan's car.
Mingyu thought for some seconds, "I'm not sure if he can come right now but let me ask my friend for help", he said and walked a few steps ahead to make the call.
He came back smiling so we understood that everything's set.
Mingyu : "He's coming"

We waited for a while and then a familiar figure approached us.
"Eunwoo oppa!", Jisoo exclaimed.
Cha Eunwoo was one of our seniors and one of Mingyu's bestfriends.
I didn't know he was back too.

Eunwoo : "It's been years since the last time I saw you guys"
Mingyu and Eunwoo has a group. There's four of them and everyone knew about their friendship at school. They even went abroad together.
Jisoo : "I hope (hiccup) the other two comes (hiccup) back soon"
Eunwoo : "They will"

I was still feeling very uncomfortable and I know what else I was feeling; I was somehow turned on and I could feel the wetness pooling in my core. I just wanted to get back home, help myself and stand under the shower as that might cool me down.
"Y/N, Somi and I will go by my car with Eunwoo hyung, you two get back home with yours", Jeonghan told Mingyu.
"No, I will drop Y/N. I told her mom I'll get her home. You two go on with Eunwoo", Mingyu said and I didn't wanna argue because I had my bigger concern right now.
Jeonghan was hesitant but then agreed to it. I let Eunwoo get Somi inside the car.
Somi : "GetmeacabIcameinacabIwillgoinittoo"
Eunwoo : "What?"
"Get home safe", I told Jeonghan and we parted our ways.
Somi : "A cab, nice cab, peepeep! nobody understands"

Jisoo wasn't feeling well so Mingyu dropped her at their place first and now it's just me and him in the car.
The sensation was heightening with each passing minute and right now I felt as if I might stop breathing if I didn't have that release which my body's asking for. I asked Mingyu to stop the car in the middle of the road and got out of it as I couldn't breathe. He got out too and came to me."Are you okay?", he sounded concerned.
Y/N : "Just needed some air"
Mingyu : "You sure? Do you wanna vomit or something?"
"No...", I said and my eyes met his. I couldn't look away and was having some thoughts about him and trust me; none of them were respectful. I know I shouldn't think about Mingyu like that and I'm not having any romantic feelings for him but I'm definitely feeling for him physically and no matter how much I'm trying to not think that way; I just can't. I know I'm a little tipsy but I feel like I'm on some kind of drugs and right now this gorgeous man in his pants and t-shirt flexing his muscles with his hair falling on his forehead isn't helping much.

My lips parted slightly as I was breathing fast with our eyes still on each other. He probably wanted to say something before adrenaline got to me well and I kissed him on the lips. His lips are soft and I kept mine on his for some seconds and then pulled back. He seemed startled and asked, "What's wrong with you?".
I realised that I need to get away before I start acting on my impulses, "Just get me home".
We got inside and I was trying to normalise myself while he kept staring at me in an attempt to comprehend my actions.
"Do you need something?", he asked. Nice. This man had to ask me this with his deep, raspy voice just when I was trying to throw away the image of the things he could do to me.
Y/N : "Yes"
Mingyu : "Tell me"
And before I could stop myself I blurted out - "I need you to fuck me".
There was a good amount of silence and I don't even know where I was looking at and then Mingyu spoke, "You're drunk, let's get you home", and with that the car was moving again.

And then I had to blurt out again, "I'm not drunk, I don't know why but I'm turned on. I can feel heat on my skin and I think I may pass out if I'm not fucked right now. It's aching there so help me". I guess Lisa was right. I am shameless cause I don't know why I'm telling him all this and I'm not even feeling ashamed about it.
The silence was there again.
"Have you taken drugs?", he sounded serious.
"No?", I said more like a question."I'm sure I haven't but I do feel like I'm on drugs".
He frowned his brows and was thinking about something and then focused on the road.

After a few minutes, it got worse. I was literally squirming and my pussy felt tingly. And the shameless Y/N was back.
"Will you have sex with me?".
No answer.
Y/N : "Will you?"
Again, no answer.
Y/N : "What? You don't know how to do it?"
Mingyu gave me a side eye and said, "I know how to do it very well and I'd love to do it with you but only if you were in your right mind coz right now it's the alcohol and whatever you're high on talking".
Now I was irritated.
"I get it. You don't have the thing. Clearly that's why Tzuyu ran out crying and you even avoided Lisa. And I'm very much in my right mind, Mr. Kim Mingyu".

Mingyu's Pov :

Now she's getting on my nerves.
"1. Tzuyu cried coz I didn't want her to give me a blowjob and 2. I don't wanna go down that lane with Lisa again so I'm keeping my distance, now keep quiet", I said and my voice sounded more stern than I wanted to.
She looked away, "So are you gonna do it?".
This girl.
Mingyu : "No"

Y/N's Pov :

"Fine, I don't need your help, I'll just go and ask some other guy. I should've just gone with Jeonghan and Eunwoo oppa, I'm sure one of them would've been kind enough to do me", I stated whatever I wanted and that's when he turned the car to a different direction.
He clenched his jaw and said, "Call your mom and tell her you're safe but won't be coming home tonight coz I'm gonna fuck your brains out".