Irrevocable | Kim Mingyu | Seventeen | Svt Ff

Chapter 8

Mingyu's Pov :

Judging by her activities in these past few weeks, it's clear that she doesn't wanna talk to me so waiting for her to come will be of no use. I don't have her number so calling her isn't an option and therefore the only option I'm left with is to go to her myself.
I couldn't wait till morning to do that. I had to talk to her now so I went to her place but it's around 12am and I'm sure Mrs. Park wouldn't want a guy to come to their place late at night just to talk to her daughter in private.

I was thinking of a way and my eyes fell on the windows. I decided to climb the walls instead of ringing the doorbell.
I was pretty sure it was the right window but yet I had a hint of doubt but the position I was in at that moment wasn't very comfortable. One wrong move and I might fall. So I knocked on the window and was relieved to know that it's the right room the moment she peeked through the curtains.

She was in her pajamas, getting ready for bed.
The more I see her, the more I want her.

Y/N's Pov :

"There isn't anything to answer", I said standing good feet away from him.
"I'm not good with words so let me be straightforward. I can't pretend that I'm not affected by that night. I don't care what sort of relationship we had before because right now all I want is to have you. But if that's not how you feel, tell me how you want things to be but stop running away", Mingyu said.
Y/N : "Talk in a low voice"
"You want me to whisper?", he sounded annoyed.
"Yes", I whisper yelled.
Y/N : "Look, you've done it before. I'm sure I'm no different so just let this go like you always do. It's not me that you want. It's the sex and there's many that would gladly warm your bed"
Mingyu : "I want to but I can't coz I don't want just any girl, Ms. Park Y/N."
Y/N : "Don't we hate each other?"
Mingyu : "Maybe you do, I never did"
Y/N : ".....stop making it difficult"
Mingyu : "You're making it difficult. All I need you to say is that you regret sleeping with me and you want me to stay away and I'll do that. Or say that you want things to be like before and I'll pretend for you"
Y/N : "What if I wanna say that I don't regret it but I don't want you either?"
Mingyu : "Say it and I won't push it again"
Y/N : "I don't regret it"
His eyes seemed happy.
Mingyu : "And?"
Y/N : "Just go, Mr. Kim Mingyu"
"Say that you don't want me, Ms. Park Y/N", he said taking a step forward.
I wanted to say it coz I know it's the only way to end this but I just can't form that sentence.
Now that he's infront of me, the feeling of not wanting him that I thought I was so sure about, isn't there anymore. So do I want him? Do I want him like he wants me or is it more than just physical?
Y/N : "Does it matter?"
Mingyu : "It does because if you do then I'll make sure that every inch of you knows exactly how much I want you"

My throat went dry, "It'll have to be just sex", I said and unknowingly I ended up accepting that I want him too.
"So you do want me", he said with a smile and took two steps closer.
Y/N : "I didn't say that"
Mingyu : "Potato-Potahto"
I cleared my throat, "So what do you want us to be? Enemies with benefits?".
Mingyu : "If that's what you wanna label us; yes"
"Then what about your girlfriend?", I asked.
Mingyu : "Who?"
Y/N : "The one you got roses for"
Mingyu : "You mean my mom?"
I felt a little embarassed so to cover it up I added more, "But you went out with Lisa the other day".
"You mean the day when you hid behind Soobin at the restaurant?", he teased.
Y/N : "Shut up"
Mingyu : "Jealous?"
Y/N : "You wish, now don't change the topic"
Mingyu : "I'm not with anyone. Lisa and I just had lunch together"
"Okay. You may leave now", I said and opened the window for him.
Mingyu stared at me.
Y/N : "What?"
Mingyu : "Are you playing with me?"
"Am I? What, you thought I was gonna jump in bed with you now?", I asked with a smile.
He walked towards me and I took a step backward. My back touched the wall beside the window as he reduced the distance between us.
"Play all you want. I won't touch you until you beg me for it. And maybe then I'll fuck some sense into you", I could feel his minty breath as he said it.
"Hell will freeze when I'll do that", I managed to get back at him.
"We'll see", he said loudly.
I gasped.
"Good night", he smirked at me and then climbed down the window.
Did I just make a deal with the devil?

Author :

A short update.