My Demon Belle (Alastor x Reader One Shots)

Losing Control

(Alastor x Half Demon! Reader)

Summary: You are a human who struggles with the dark secret of having Demonic heritage. However, you didn't find that out until middle school, when strange and creepy things began happening around you.

Now, as an adult, you still struggle with it. Fighting against your more sinister side because you don't want anything to do with this particular part of your life.

But after catching the eye of the infamous Radio Demon, it isn't long before you crack, letting the darkness in, and seeing that maybe, just maybe, it isn't so bad after all.

Song: Control, by Halsey.

"Run! I just need to keep running!" You thought fearfully, your feet pounding the sidewalk as you tore down the street in a blind panic.

After years of living with this cursed secret of yours, people had finally found out.

They had found out that you were part Demon, and there was nothing you could do to try and explain yourself, or that it wasn't your fault.

You never asked to be like this!

All they saw was a monster that needed to be hunted down, and destroyed. Nevermind the fact that you had never hurt anyone until today, and were constantly having to fight down your darker instincts!

They only saw what they wanted to, and were oblivious to the truth!

After all, your secret had been revealed to everyone when you temporarily lost control of your emotions after a guy tried to rob you in broad daylight, and you were already having a very shitty day to begin with.

That was the final nail in the coffin for you, and you had snapped.

Your teeth lengthened to become sharp fangs, your nails became talon-like claws, curved horns had sprouted from your forehead, and the normally white sclera of your eyes turned pitch black, with your E/c eyes becoming blood red.

The thief had stumbled back in fear, but you didn't stop.

You grabbed him by the throat, lifted him into the air, and effortlessly slammed him down into the sidewalk with a snarl. Causing enough of an impact for it to crack, along with the thief's bones.

You would have taken it further, but after hearing the terrified screams of other civilians, you had snapped out of your rage fueled mindset, and looked around in a panic as the Demonic changes reversed, and you backed away from the quickly forming crowd.

Then, before anyone could even try and corner you, you took off, never being as thankful for your abnormal speed and agility as you were now.

You knew that any other Demon wouldn't have run, and would have instead chosen to stay and embrace the chaos, but you weren't a regular Demon!

You were mostly human, and you wanted to keep it that way!

"Why me?! Why do I have to be the one with this curse?! I'm a good person, I don't want to hurt anybody!" You thought, tears filling your eyes as you ran, not really expecting an answer.

But you still got one.

"Darling, we've been over this. You are powerful! You don't need the humans to feel like you belong."

A sinister and static filled voice took over your mind, and you finally collapsed at the base of a tree, deep in the forest outside of town.

"N-No... No! Leave me alone! I don't want to be evil! I don't want to hurt others! I want my normal life back!" You cried, your breathing and heartbeat erratic as you hugged your knees to your chest, and tried desperately to block out the eerie voice.