Harry James potter smuts

In the shadows

You got fifth place on the class in potions, it was an achievement but not one to brag about, hermione granger was the top of your year as always, there was no surprise there but the third place person made you swallow a bitter taste.

Pansy had asked for your help this past week and going on with that you thought you could help both yourself and her but no, it ended up with you correcting her homework and explaining basic concepts you've literally taken in first year.

By doing so you had little time for your own self and ended up staying up late to catch on then came to class sleep deprived, snape was not pleased with you looking half asleep in his class.

You weren't terrible of course and it wasn't like anyone would notice if you failed, except for professor snape.

As you gathered your things from the table to exit the door you felt a tab on your shoulder, you mentally prepared yourself to deal with another case of pansy.

To your surprise it wasn't her but none other than the boy who lived himself, Harry Potter gave you an awkward smile before he spoke "hey, sorry to bother you but I know you're smart and I could use the help before I get another troll" you blinked at the boy.

"Why didn't you ask granger isn't she one of your best mates?" You said closing your bag and swinging it over your shoulder "she's the smartest girl in our year I think her help will be more valid than mine"

Harry shook his head blushing "she's smart yes but..."he looked back at his friends then back at you "since they started dating study sessions just became awkward you know what I mean?"

You paused then felt your cheeks burning "I don't know if I'm who you should ask though"

Harry sighed "please, I promise I'm a quick learner I just need extra help on our new assignment" you thought about it for a minute, one assignment wouldn't hurt and Harry didn't always fail potions, he used to score Acceptable and sometimes an E.

"Fine, meet me before supper in the library"

"Thanks you're the best!" You inhaled sharply at his words and went to your next glass.

That's how it began, the most ordinary person in the school started tutoring the great Harry Potter, everyone thought he was just using you but in all honestly, Harry wasn't that bad of a company.

He paid attention to what you said and participated in research instead of depending completely on you alone to do all the work.

He teases you about being into tarot readings and helps you with DADA "you to move to point your wand this way and focus on your target, your smart you can do this" those simple words also did things to you, the way he praised your intelligence and didn't make fun of you for messing up.

"You did it! You're brilliant just a perfect piece of work you are" he immediately blushed after saying that, realizing he might have went too far but by the way you smiled shyly at the ground it appeared to have the opposite affect.

"Thank you, you're a good teacher..." Goodness you were awkward.

By the end of the year you could only hear your heart bounding whenever he's too close, your face burned and all you could think about is your next study session.

Then Ginny kissed him.

After winning the quidditch cup for Gryffindor she kissed in front of the whole school and your stupid crush made you want to shout and protest about it but you didn't, you just couldn't.

And what made it worse is he skipping your study session together to celebrate the win...he's probably making out with his new girlfriend now, why would he care about a nobody like you?

You skipped dinner and on your way to the your house's dormitory you got stopped by him in the middle of the hall.

Your wrist felt so fragile in his rough hand, even with gloves on his hand stayed quite rough from holding onto the broom for a long time.

"Why didn't you come to supper or the after party?"

You wanted to cry "....I wasn't invited." What a lame excuse, he probably thought you're pathetic.

Harry frowned "you don't need an invite, anyone can come and celebrate you know we share the password after a win for anyone to celebrate with us before it changes next week" you in fact knew that and you hated dumb you looked right now.

"What's really the matter?" God why does he have to ask so many questions like he actually cares? You didn't want to talk or look at him, it just made you more upset. He refused to let you go when you tried to pull away, your eyes were soon no longer able to hold back the tears. They ran down your cheeks like rivers "please let me go, I don't want to talk to you right now" Harry's green eyes softened but he didn't let you go and instead pulled you closer towards him, leaving inches between your faces.

"Am I the reason your crying right now? Did I say or do something before now that upset you?" You shook your head, this was dumb you should've stayed in the library until everyone was done eating then went with your house.

"Liar, I hate liars you know that! Tell me what I did wrong?! I'm confused god damn it!" The infamous potter temper was kicking in and you knew how bad those were.

"It's stupid...I'm...it's just that...Ginny" you choked on your words, placing your hand over your eyes in a desperate attempt at hiding your face.

Harry didn't say anything for a long while which made you believe he was so annoyed with your whining that he's lost for words, but then he warps his arms around your body and holds you in a tight embrace.

You froze then hesitatingly looked at him, he's looked down at you with those brilliant green eyes that held so much kindness "I'm sorry...I should have done this from the start" he leaned down and kissed your temple.

You stared at him both confused and embarrassed.

He chuckled " I'm sorry you saw that, I didn't except Ginny to do that but if you hadn't noticed I didn't kiss her back...I don't like Ginny like that"

Your heart bounded hard in your rib cage "why are you telling me this?"

He licked his bottom nervously "because I like you, like a lot and not just as a friend but like you in the way that I want to do this every time I see you" he learned down and pressed his lip's against yours and you melted against them.

"Harry I-"

"No, please I'm sorry...I didn't mean to, can we start over?"

You've lived in the shadows of people's lives for so long that it seemed impossible for you to be a person worth mentioning but Harry, Harry made you feel like somebody, you were standing next him and not in his shadow, for once you were worth more than what you thought you were.

"Yes, please."