✧˖°Ship name: Minho x Jisung (Minsung)
✧˖°Type of story:Angst⋆。°✩Minho's Pov☆。°⋆
Changbin sighs "Come on Minho,get out of bed,get dressed and go to your best friend's wedding"
"Go fuck yourself,I'm not in the mood." I roll over in bed trying to ignore him. I can't go to his wedding,there is no way I can fake a smile and act like there is nothing wrong. I don't want to ruin his happy day.
"Lee Minho. How long have Jisung and you known each other? Are you seriously going to disappoint him like this?" He's right but he's not in the same shoes as I am.
I sit up in bed with a heavy heart "I can't, damn it Changbin,I can't. How can I sit in that room seeing my childhood love get married to someone who doesn't treat him right?" I swallow down my tears as Changbin shakes his head.
"You know what Minho,I do want to help you but you gotta help yourself first because you have been dicking around with this for too long. Who let him go with another man? You did. Who left his life for years? You did. Who hid his feelings? YOU DID." He runs his fingers through his black hair.
"I am done,I don't want to hear it because it's not only your problem. So now stand up and be a man about it. I'll be in the car, you have 5 minutes and I'm leaving." Changbin says before slamming my bedroom door then the living room door.
I can't believe that he just yelled at me,but he's totally right. Why let Jisung suffer for the decisions that I didn't make? I get up out of bed changing into my tuxedo. I go into the kitchen getting a flask filling it full of whiskey before walking out the door and to the car.
"What made you want to come?" Changbin asks as he pulls out of the parking lot. He acts as if he is so chill about asking me,but the truth is that he is interested.
"Because,even though I have been out of his life for a little,he chose to give me an invitation and we mean so much to each other that I have to go." I admit leaning my head against the window.
"Good choice,let's see him get married now" He wanted to get married but he don't want to marry me.
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I sit in the back until my heart skips a beat when his eyes meet mine. All the memories of us growing up together,sharing secrets in the back of his car with the night stars shining,to even sleeping over at each other's houses.
Seeing his face again after so many years hurts my heart and brings me happiness. Happiness that will no longer be mine. Seeing him in a tuxedo looking so fine with his fluffy light brown hair styled makes me think what would have happened if this was our wedding.
I remember Jisung telling me about how he wanted magnolias out on the sides of the aisles decorating them so pretty and nice. I'm glad that he got the wedding that he wanted.
I take a quick swig out of the flask to hold back my tears before I see Jisung walking over to me. What does he want? Oh no,please don't let this be a bad thing. I don't want to make him unhappy.
"L-Lee Minho? You're back?" Jisung's eyes shimmers in tears. I was gone for a couple of years pursuing my career in the USA and in Russia.
"Back as I am going to be anyways." I laugh awkwardly before I stand up. All eyes are on us and he knows it too as he takes us out of the venue and into a hallway into the hotel.
"You are seriously here,right here,right no." He cups my face as happiness and tears shines in his eyes before he lets go turning his back on me. I see him reach his hand up to his eyes wiping his tears.
"Sungi-Jisung,don't cry, I didn't make you upset." I almost called him 'Sungie', an old nickname I gave him back in middle school. He turns around as he smiles before patting my head.
"Since when did you care about what you say to me? Are we that much of strangers now?" This conversation is breaking my heart.
"You got a wedding to attend,We better get inside" Acting cold to him is the hardest thing I have ever done. There are so many things that I wanted to say and that I wanted to do but didn't have the heart to do.
⋆⋅☆⋅⋆Jisung's Pov⋆⋅☆⋅⋆
I stand at the altar waiting for Jaehyung to come down the aisle as all I see is Minho,all I have ever seen is Minho. It makes me wonder how different our lives would have been if I confessed to him in High School or if he never went overseas without a word.
So many what if's but this is the reality that I live in now,marrying a dude that I am not sure that I love anymore and one that I've called the cops on several times. But if Minho and I were meant to be,does that mean this is a mistake?
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The vows have started now with my mind clouded and my heart heavy. I would glance over at Minho as I see tears roll down his cheeks. It makes me want to wipe them all away and tell him it's okay but I can't.
"Speak now or forever hold your peace" Please Minho,say something,end this pain for both of us. But what if we are both just cowards that won't do anything?
"I object to this marriage" Minho stands up after hiding something in his pocket,maybe a flask? I let out a breath that I didn't know I was holding.
"I do as well. He's been married to me for years but he blocked me. This man over here" Another man stands up that I don't recognize. I hear Jaehyung grunt rolling his eyes as he points at Minho "gave me a copy" Minho did? Seriously?
"Han Jisung,the truth is,I have been in love with you for years. I thought studying abroad would allow you to forget about me since you were with Jaehyung back then. But damn it,I can't live with this. I love you Jisung" Those words are what I have been waiting to hear for a long time and the timing couldn't have been better.
I take the engagement ring as I toss it at Jaehyung before grabbing Minho's wrists and taking him into the elevator. "So, is what you said back there true?"
(So just a little note,but this story was inspired by 'Marry me' by Thomas Rhett. Actually fun fact, I get inspired by songs a lot of times and I do slip lyrics in every book I have made except for 'Obsessed' and 'Tempted')
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