Him

chapter 4

(For a few initial chapters the story is going to be fast pased but later is gona slow down , so yall can expect drastic change initially)

pedri~

as I sat in my bed Ilooked at the space beside me all empty and cold there was a time when Bryan would lay there. we would usually share small talks,cuddle and if things went to far I would even fucked him
all those memories were running down my mind as if a movie ,I tried not to but eventually my eyes were filled with tears,  I loved him  like no one else he was the world to me ,but I was nothing to him , he cheated to me , although he called me several times and still does but there is so going back, cheating is unexceptable

now things were different he stole the sunshine of my life the light of my life he stole the good and the positive from my life ,the burning desire and love had now changed to ashes,  I now knew that I would never  be able to love the way I did he changed me ,  he brought out the worst in me

as I lay on tje bed with my head filled with these thoughts I looked at my phone only to open my messages and click on his number again for God  knows how many times, je had replied with a  "ok,and thank you , have a good night " to my previous message I knew that there was nothing new nor he must be awake by this time but still I had this weird urge to check  my phone again and again  slowly sleep took over me and soon there was darkness around my eyes just like darkness surrounded my life

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next morning ~

it was a usual morning only for the most part I had to pick up gavi from his house

I got Into my clothes while  even grabbing my car keys and leaving for the day , I drove straight towards his house  as I approached near I could see him standing outside his house.
he dressed simple with a black hoodie and blue jeans with white shoes,  his style was simple yet went very smooth over him although this morning he looked like he was tired and didn't sleep, "good morning pablo " I wished him while not looking at him yet smiling . "good morning pedri" he spoke in a soft voice
as  we were about to leave a strang man passed by he had a strange look   on his face  as my attention shifted to pablo i could see his whole face turning pale as if he saw a ghost in  the broad day light
fear was so ridiculously visible in his eyes the mam passing by gave his a shot eyes look ,as pablo gulped down his saliva his hands trembling and face flushed with terror and eyes glassy as if he could cry any given second

my hand lightly tapped his shoulder, as I did so he gasped and flickered he looked at me with those big brown doe eyes all shiny and full of tears which won't pour out

"pablo are you all right ?" I asked him with a concerned tone ," am alright i....i..think we... we a..are getting....la..late" he said with pure innocence while pointing at his watch I nooded and with a nod we drove of to training

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"pablo where are you lost" ferren questions the boy as he looked around to see the older

"umm... no ..nothing " he said to him as he went ahaid with this training leaving ferrenbehind to avoid anymore questions

a war was raging in his mind as he thought about what happened in the morning, Jacob saw him in the car with pedri and the look on his face described his feelings, Jacob was extremely oppressive he hated seeing pablo close to anyone otherw then him , pablo new very well that there was something so difficult coming his way and he was not prepared but rather sacred, cause lastly he was nothing but a teenager

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things are gona be pretty fast pased for now according to the story line it will slow down later,  apologies for a short part~)