*3 days later*
Niall still hadn't woken up, seeing as they said he had gone into acoma. I sat here in this hospital chair, I never once fell asleep or even left the room.
"Julie come on, you have to get out of this room already. Honey its been three days you haven't even eaten anything." Jazz says
"I don't want to leave" I say with another one of my many tears flowing
"Come on honey" Jazz says
"We can go and do something you like, something that will make you happy." Amy says
"I want Niall awake, that's what would make me happy" I say another tear slipping at the mention of his name
"Come on Jules" Lilly says
"Your right, right? Your my friends you wouldn't lie to me, or would you. You just want me to be your sober friend that you have so you can have a safe ride home from your parties" I say, I was mad, I didn't quite know why
"No Julie, we care about you. That's why we are here, now please we will bring you back from whererever you pick. We care about you sweets, you still need to live even though he's unconcious." Jazz says
"Fine" I say scoffing under my breath.
"Alright, here we brought some clothes for you." Lilly says handing me a cross love t-shirt, black skinny jeans, and my black high tops with hearts on them. My hair was in a messy bun and my make-up was smeared from me crying so much.
"We didn't bring any make-up because we thought you would look more beautiful going natural today" They all say
"Thanks" I say wiping off the smeared make-up. I went into the bathroom to go and change into the outfit they brought me. If I had to say so it was pretty cute, they did have a way with fashion.
I was in the bathroom, I slipped my top off over my head. I was now revealing all the bruises and cuts, I was disgusted with what I saw and it was worst than what I always saw. I only could guess how bad my legs look, I guess I'll have to find out. I slipped off my pants. I was still in the clothes from when I had found Niall, his shirt and my pajama pants, the thought of how troubled he was when I first saw him popped back into my head. My legs were all covered in bruises, blotches of pink and purple, blue and green everywhere. Blood stained some spots, leaving a gash on my leg. I stood there looking at all the bruises, how could another being hurt someone else so crucially and so brutally, could someone possibly be that heartless. I slipped on the black skinny jeans, the oversized shirt sweater and threw on my black converse with hearts. I put my hair in a pony tail this time, I knew exactly where I wanted to go, and I knew exactly why.
"Are you ready?" They ask
I was thinking about how Niall had approached me, maybe I was just one of his other games, maybe he really didn't even care about me. All he was, was using me to get laid, he just wanted to take another girls innocence, he only wanted me for a tough little sex game. I was no longer going to be a part of this.
"I'm coming" I say sternly
I walked out and layed a note that I had written to Niall, I wasn't quite so mad at him, I was mad at myself for falling for this stupid fucked up game. I mean we weren't really dating were we? I guess not, we didn't fully establish it, did we?
"Okay, where to?" Jazz asks
"You girls go to the club about four blocks away from here and I'll meet you there soon, say about two hours." I say
"Alright" They say and walk out. I was left alone with Niall
I paced for a bit, back and forth in the room. I was debating whether I should leave the note and go or take the note and stay. I made my final decision and decided on leaving the note and going.
I ran to the gym, thank god the girls gave me gym shoes. I saw all the men I saw from before, except now I saw him, the him, the one that caused Niall to be in the hospital the one who's causing me to hide, the one who's making me so afraid of everyone. There stood Jason.
"Hello, how may I help you?" The guy at the counter asks
"Um, I was here with Niall a couple wekks or days ago" I say, I tensed at the use of his name in my sentence
"Oh your Niall's girl. What exactly is your name?" He asks
"My name is Julie, and um I don't think I'm Niall's girl. I believe he was just using me like any other girl he "dates". But anyways I was curious if I could get into the gym." I say
"Yeah sure, I'm sorry about Niall dear. But anyways here ya are, enjoy your day." He says leading me into the gym and turning around.
I saw the punching bags and that was exactly where I needed to go, especially cause that monster was in the same room as me. I couldn't help but feel guilt for leaving Niall threre with a hate note and saying he used me. Maybe he really did love me, he wouldn't have helped me or chased after me or anything.
I had the boxing gloves on and was punching the bags with all my might. Every man in the entire room was looking at me, I didn't really give a shit. I was mad and I was confused, I wasn't saf or anything I was so fucking confused about everything/
"Wello hello beautiful, did you like your surprise when you cam home?: Jason asks me
"Leave me alone" I say and continue punching
"Oh come on beautiful don't be like this." Jason says, leaying his hand on my shoulder
"I'm not talking to you, you heartless bastard, Now okease leave me alone, this is the last time I am going to fucking ask you, you twat" I say
"Oh come on" Jason says laying another hand on me, I swung my fist at his face. I ended up attacking him like Niall did at the first party. Speaking of Niall I need to get back to him.
What if he's woken up and seen the note?
What if he think I actually mean it?
Why in the fuck did I have to write that god damn letter in the first place.
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Well not very much has happened...
Why is Jason at the gym?
Did Julie really mean everything she said about Niall?
Is she going to coninue staying there waiting for him to wake up?
Until Chapter 14.
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