Niall and I were in his car, the radio was playing, his hands were on the steering wheel, his eyes glued to the road. I was looking out the window, nothing to interesting anymore, I noticed we passed where I had been running from my house to fine him, the images of me running with the terrible thoughts and ideas of how I would find him or if I would find him or not, the thoughts, the sounds, the images, they just wouldn't go away and I'm not understanding. I began to dose off, soon enough I was asleep, in my own little dream world. My own paradise.
"We're here" Niall says, I didn't reply because I was still asleep, I felt two hands lift me up, one had thrown my arms over his neck but then went to my back, then other arm went right under my knees, keeping my legs from standing on the ground. I heard a door click and then I was laid on something soft and comfortable. I woke up a bit to see what was going on.
"Alright Julie, if you get scared I'll be on the couch" Niall whispers to me, thinking I'm still asleep. He was getting up to walk over to the couch.
"Wait" I say softly, my voice was soft and quiet because I had just woken up.
"Yes?" Niall asks
"C-c-can you stay with me?" I ask
"Sure" Niall says, he took off his shirt and threw off his pants, it left him in his boxers. He hopped into bed with me and he turned to face the other way, he was sleeping with his arms around me, no he was sleeping facing the wall.
I turned my head a little and he was still sleeping facing the wall, I missed just seeing him. I wish I hadn't said those things to him at the hospital, its just he got me mad. I just want to see those blue eyes, those blue mesmorizing eyes, the eyes I love to look into, the eyes that belonged to the boy I gave my first kiss to. I got tired of him staring at the wall. I wrapped my arms around his torso and snuggled my head into his shoulder.
"I'm so sorry Niall, I was just so scared of losing you" I whisper into his ear, I turn back around undoing my wrap around his torso, I faced the wall on my side. I let out a deep sigh and closed my eyes. I felt to warm strong arms wrap around me, I knew they belonged to him.
"I'm sorry beautiful" Niall says and kisses my head
"I missed you Niall" I whisper
"I missed you too" Niall whispers back
"I didn't know what I'd do if you had died, I lost it without you Niall" I whisper, my voice cracking a bit
"I'm alive, I'm here. I just thought you'd leave me." Niall whispers in my ear
"I wouldn't leave you because I would go crazy and I wouldn't be able to be away from you" I whisper and turn to face him
"Well then I'm glad" Niall says with a cheeky grin and kisses me
This kiss was heated, nothing like the ones we had shared before, tongue was added, touching was happening. But it was all too soon and it should stop.
"Niall wait" I say through breathes
"Yes?" Niall asks
"We can't, not tonight atleast, alright." I say
"Alright" Niall says
We went back to the position of him wrapping his arms around me and us cuddling, I closed my eyes and fell asleep in his arms. For the first time since the incident I was sleeping and all the terrible images were out of my head. I was finally free from the memories that were torturing me.
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