~1 month later~
It had been a month and I was back in Ireland, Niall had to leave a weak after he got there because he had work. I was grateful he had been there for the funeral though. It was sad, and I didn't want him to see me how I would look adterwards.
I decided on unpacking and changing. I got home and I did unpack, but it was still summer, so I slipped on a pair of light blue jean shorts that just fit under my bum, I slipped on a crop top that came a little bit higher than a normal one would. I put on my vans and grabbed my car keys. I drove to the gym.
"Niall Horan?" I asked as I got to the front desk.
"Oh uh Julie," John says surprised.
"I'm sorry it's been a month, I had to go to England," I tell him.
"Oh why?" He asks.
"Aunt and Uncle died," I tell him.
"Aw I'm so sorry for your loss," He frowns.
"So is Niall here?" I ask.
"N-n-no," He stutters.
My facial expressions changed, he was lying and it was to protect Niall from something he has going on in there.
"What is he doing that I can't see?" I ask.
"N-n-nothing, you just, you just- he isn't here," John stutters lying again.
"That's it I'm going in there," I tell John and push him aside.
There Niall was, he was teaching a girl, but this was different. He went to go get water and she wrapped her arms around his waist. He turned around and smiled at her, the way he smiled at me. They went back and she got the move correctly, she cheered and then wrapped her arms around his neck and he snaked his around her waist. He looked her in they eyes and kissed her shutting his eyes so slowly as if he wanted to take her face in as a photograph and look at it forever.
My bag hit the floor with a loud thud.
"Julie," He gasps so loudly.
i just left my bag and ran out crying.
"Julie," John tries to stop me.
"Just stop," I cry.
I ran all the way to no where, all the way down any road, any god given road that came in front of me.
"Julie?" Someone asks. I think it was Matt.
"What?" I ask sobbing.
"Why are you crying?" He asks.
"Because, what is there not to cry about?" I ask him.
"You found out about Niall?" He asks nervously.
"SO EVERYONE KNEW! EVERYONE BUT ME!" I shout, my heart was shattering with every seconds I breathed.
"Yeah," He whispers.
"I-I have to go," I ran all the way home, I was running, I didn't care about my car being at his work, or my bag being on the ground. I had my phone and the keys, I was fine and my wallet.
I got home unlocked the front door and locked it again.
"SURPR- oh sweetie why are you crying?" Jazz asks.
All the girls looked at me worried.
"I HATE HIM!" I shout.
"Niall?" They ask.
