He said it so cold, so heartless, like I was some stranger. I guess I got my wish from the begining to have him leave me alone and that he never met me, thing is now I wish we were the way we were before this whole fucking thing. I don't want to be strangers with memories, I wanna be people sharing making memories.
"Niall, do you know who I am?" I ask
"Yeah your Julie" He says, he said my name like it disgusted him, like he had tasted a food that was terrible.
"Why are you speaking to me so coldly?" I ask him, my tears were starting to come back, I didn't want them to not now.
"Just go, alright. Your having your wish, me to leave you alone. You'd leave either way." He said looking away from me
"You know what. You might be in a hospital but I spent three whole fucking days here, I didn't eat or sleep, I left today but I came back. So you'd think I leave and never come back then fuck you. I was fine without you in my life I wanted you to leave me alone from the begining I was frightened of you, but yet I found something in you that made me like you and now I'm being pushed away, I will be glad to leave now." I say with a furious tone and storm out of the hospital, tears of anger and sadness were falling down my cheeks, I wasn't me anymore and the Amy and Lilly were right.
I ran home and started getting dressed to go to the club, might as well be time to party away all the pain. I wore a striped dress, with black heels that had black bows on them. My hair was down in waves. I walked to the club and spotted the girls. I was letting loose a bit, not anymore than I am already. (Link to outfit in comment box.)
"Wanna dance?" Jazz asks
"Sure" I say and we all get up and walk over to the dance floor
We stepped onto the dance floor and they all had guys they were dancing with. I was standing in my own little spot dancing by myself, that was until someone approached me.
"Hey pretty lady, wanna dance?" The boy asks me
"Sure" I say and start dancing with him, he started kissing my neck like Niall did the first time except this boy did it without a warning.
"Follow me" He says grabbing my hand and leading me outside, we were in the back. What the hell are we doing out here?
"Um excuse me, what are we doing out here?" I ask politely
"This" He says and starts unzipping my dress, his free hand cupping my left breast, what in the hell. His lips were glued to my chest.
"Get off" I say trying to push him off. I just don't see why I have the force to beat the shit out of Jason but I can't get this guy off of me.
"Oh come on pretty lady" He says looking up at me for a moment then pulling my dress down
"HELP!!!" I cry out
The flashback of the party rushing through my head the thoughts, every word spoken, every action made, every single thing that happened, the song that played, the items around, just I knew this time he wouldn't be around to save me.
"Oh quiet down pretty" The boy says stroking my hair
"Please, please stop. I'm a virgin" I say with a tear slipping
"Then I'll try not to pound ya to hard" He says with a wink
"STOP IT! LEAVE ME ALONE! HEEEEELLLPPP!" I shout, I heard someone talking to themselves, almost cursing under their breathes
"HEEEEEELLLLLP ME! PLEA-seee ANY-one" I shout through tears
I heard the footsteps running closer, I felt a slight chill over my body, my dress was on the ground, I was pushed up against the wall with this pervert who won't go away or stop. I heard that familiar Irish accent, the same Irish accent that had told me to go away. But I knew it couldn't be, he wouldn't come and help me.
"Julie? Julie is that you!" I hear the Irish accent shout
"Niall! Niall I'm over here! Help!" I shout
"Shut up" The boy says and sticks something in my mouth, his hands cupping both of my breasts, his lips sucking on my chest, my heart racing, I was scared, I was more than scared.
"Julie!" I heard Niall shout again
I tried spitting whatever he put into my mouth, I tried pushing it out with my teeth, I tried pushing it with my tongue, my mouth was hurting, I finally bit the insides of my cheeks and pushed whatever was in my mouth out.
"NIAAAAAAAALLLLLL!" I shout louder than the times before
"Julie I'm coming" Niall says, I knew he was close as for I could hear him, he didn't need to shout. I heard his feet pounding from running.
"Get the hell off of her, now" I hear Niall growl, suddenly all the hand grabbing and lip sucking was over, my back however was brused rom being pushed into a wall. I stood there in my undergarments, I was still trying to process what was happening by now the boy was on the floor knocked out and Niall was still punching him, rage in his actions, his body language was saying he would kill him now. I had to stop him.
"Niall stop! Stop, your going to kill him! Stop!" I shout, Niall's fist was coming down to the boys face again, I jumped inront of him and held his fist.
"Please stop, if you punch again he'll be dead" I say looking into his eyes, those blue dazzling eyes that just made me go into wonderland.
He looked me back in the eyes, I was frightened of him again. It seemed like we were similar in a way but he just seemed to scare me so much now. It was like we were starting all over again, except I'm him and he's me. But in a way his anger, it just terrifies me.
"Are you alright?" He finally asks me
"I'm okay, now that your here" I say
"Well I'm glad your okay, now you might want to get your dress back on" He says looking at me.
"Oh, oh yeah. Thanks" I say and pick up my dress and put it back on. He was staring at me the whole time. As if it was something he hadn't seen before.
"Would you like to come back with me?" Niall asks
"And where to exactly?" I ask curiously
"Back to my flat" He says
"Erm, how about a hotel. I don't think you want to see how your flat looks at the moment" I say with a small sad smile from the memory of me tearing apart his flat looking for him.
"Why is that?" He asks looking down at me
"Um...no reason" I say avoiding eye contact
"What did you do?" He asks me
"Wel.....I was looking for you before the incident because that twat Jason said he could have possibly even have killed you so I ran to your flat and tore it apart looking for you" I say rappidly
"Oh, maybe a hotel would be nice" He says agreeing
"Yeah" I say
We hopped into his car and now it was all sorts of weird. It was like everything had been slowly coming back together, piece by piece, like solving a thousand piece puzzle only now I'm just starting.
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Wow.....
Well we figured out why Niall was so cold to her
Julie why are you so stupid to go clubbing?
Why does bad shit always happen to you?
What do you think Julie meant by: 'It was like everything had been slowly coming back together, piece by piece, like solving a thousand piece puzzle only now I'm just starting.' ?
Hmmmm......we'll find out soon, eh?
Until next chapter.
~Love ya, xoxo
