SHARING EMMA [18+]

26. Pang of Jealousy

|RYKER|

I didn't like the way Emma had been avoiding me, even though I had already expected it when signing up for the tour, it still felt fucking terrible.

I wasn't entirely certain what actions I should take to make her listen to me, to bring things back to the way they were when we initially met. It was a tough pill to swallow, but I had to admit that I missed the witty chemistry that existed between us, the slow-burning fire that was so damn alluring and enticing. It was as if the spark that brought us together had vanished into thin air, and I was left feeling hollow and alone.

Although Emma was clearly upset with me, I refused to let it discourage me completely. I could feel it in my bones that there was still a chance to fix things between us. The fact that she had even bothered to come on this tour with me showed that there was some flicker of hope left.

But I knew that I had to tread carefully. Emma had made it clear that she didn't want me meddling in her life, but that was easier said than done. The truth was that I wanted her for myself, and I wasn't going to give up on her easily. I was a possessive man, and the thought of someone else being with her was unbearable.

As we walked through the lush island, I couldn't help but steal glances at Emma. Her long hair swayed gently in the breeze, and her eyes scanned the surroundings with a sense of curiosity. I felt a surge of longing in my chest, and I knew that I had to find a way to make things right between us.

My dad had promised me that he would leave Emma alone, but I had my doubts. I knew his history of making empty promises and not following through, no matter how important they were to me. So when Tomas, who had given me the same tour the previous week, told me that he would be leading another tour with new arrivals, I couldn't resist checking the list of names.

As I scrolled down the list, my heart began to race. And then I saw it: Emma Wilson's name sandwiched between two guys I didn't give a damn about.

Without a second thought, I dropped all my previous plans, which had consisted of endlessly staring at my laptop screen, trying to debug the new software I had been working on. Instead, I quickly signed up for the tour, knowing that this was my one chance to either get closer to Emma or perhaps even mend things between us.

I couldn't shake the feeling of regret and guilt that had been gnawing at me ever since I messed up with her. It was as if I had taken what we had for granted, and now that it was hanging by a thread, I realized just how much she meant to me. The mere thought of losing her completely was unbearable. But I was determined to try and make things right, even if it meant stepping out of my comfort zone and taking a leap of faith.

As I watched her retreating figure, my heart was ablaze with an intense, burning desire. It was a feeling that consumed me entirely, leaving me breathless and dizzy with need.

In that moment, I knew with absolute certainty that I had to have her, that I would go to any lengths to make her mine. The idea of doing something I would have never even considered before didn't seem so outrageous anymore; I was willing to do anything to have her in my life, to see her writhe beneath me while I fucked like she was my personal bitch.

After a brief wait, Tomas reappeared and hopped onto the jeep, letting out a loud blast on the horn to call back the straggling tourmates. As everyone gathered around, Tomas launched into his customary spiel.

"Alright folks, listen up. Taoi is our first stop and it's just a stone's throw away from our settlement. These villagers are our neighbors, and they're open to us. They're happy to mingle and lend a helping hand when needed. Some of them even want to learn our language. And you know what? Some of the staff at the villa and projects are from this very village! These are some of the friendliest people you'll ever meet, always eager to learn new things and make new friends. However, you might notice that they seem a bit nervous and shy today. I just had a word with one of the elders, and it turns out that tonight is a full moon. According to their traditions, they avoid physical contact with outsiders during such times. We'll get to learn more about the beliefs and customs of the people on this island as we go along. But for now, hold on tight and enjoy the stunning scenery."