GEHRAIYAN 2

Part 80

Mornings are the most beautiful when your loved one sleeps with her head on your chest.

Siddharth had such a beautiful morning that he woke up to find Shehnaaz sleeping peacefully with her head on his chest.
He slowly caressed Shehnaaz's head.....

Their long journey was going very well as they knew each other very well but there was a fear somewhere in Siddharth's mind.

He felt that he should not hide this important thing from Shehnaaz.

Sid( in mind) : I am sorry jaan.... Mujhe pata hai tumhen Sab kuchh janne ki hak Hai Magar main Tumhare Dil dukhana nahin chahta hun jab tum yah sab kuchh sunoge To Tum Tut jaaogi isiliye abhi waqt nahin aaya hai yea sab kuchh batane ke liye.... Magar yah sach Hai Tum Jo chahte ho upar wale ki kripa se jarur ek Din sach hoga

Siddharth's thoughts are suddenly interrupted when he feels wetness on his chest.

Sid: Aree ro kyu rahe ho jaan....... Itna Sundar Raat bitane ke bad Agar wife Rone Lage to lagega Na Mujhe mujhmein hi Koi Kami hai ki main usse Puri tarah se satisfy nahin kar Paya

Sana: ap aap bhina Siddharth har baat aapke ek sui par hi atak rahata hai

Sid: maza kar raha tha Baba ab bolo ro kyun rahe ho

Sana: I am sorry ....

Sid: kis khusi mai

Sana: mai abeyi aapke upar gussa kar rahi thi

Sid: Shehnaaz humne bahut kuchh saya hai.... Shayed samne ki rasta aur bhi kathin ho sakta hai Kyunki hamen future ki pata nahin hai... Rone se kaam nahi chalega ek dusre ke hath tham kar ek dusre ke upar Bharosa rakh ke hamen aage jana hai ho sakte kabhi mujhse galti ho jaaye ya kabhi tumse..... ham log gussa karenge larenge Magar fir se ek hokar ek sath chalenge

Sana: I love you....

Sid: I know....I love you too

Sana: ak baat puchu .... ap gussa Mat Karna Mujhe sirf kuchh chij clear karna hai

Sid: bolo

Sana: aap bacche itna pasand karte Ho... Aap preet ( Adi and Ruhu's daughter) se itna Mohabbat karte Ho FIR Hamare bacche hone se aapko kyon problem hai.... Mujhe pata hai main thoda sa weak hun .... Per Siddharth itna bhi weak nahin Hu ek baccha na ho sake

Sid: yad Hai tumhen Hamare shaadi Ke first year anniversary ke din jab tum senseless ho gaye the tab mera jaan nikal gaya tha....

Sana: per doctor Aditi ne To checkup karke batayi thi na ....sirf Low bp ki wajah se yah hua hai aur mere test ke har report positive tha Main Mere yah witness ke wajah se har roj medicine leta Hun Na To fir ek bar try karne se kya harj hai

Sid: aur kuchh Din Shehnaaz jab Aditi kahegi tum theek ho uske bad Ham bacche ke sochenge aur Abhi mujhe washroom jana hai aur jaldi se ready hona hai office mein do tin important meeting bhi hai

Sana: ok .... Aap ready ho jao main thoda aadha ghanta so Lun

Sid : ok

After Siddharth left for washroom, Shehnaaz lay down and sank into the sea of ​​thoughts....

Sana: mujhe maaf kar dena Siddharth kal Raat maine aapko  jhooth kaha hai... Maine koi birth control pills nahin li thi.... Maine aapki aankhon mein vah khalipan dekha Hai Siddharth aap bahut pasand karte ho bacche aur aapne Mujhe kaha bhi tha aapko Bada Sa family Ka Sapna Hai ......apko perfect papa banna hai apke papa ke tarha......Magar kis  baat ke liye aap yah kadam nahin utha rahe ho mujhe pata hai ...mujhe low BP ka problem hai Magar Maine Google search bhi kiya hai sirf Low BP ki wajah se pregnancy mein koi problem nahin aaega.... Aap dar rahe ho mere health ko lekar magar main aapko vah Khushi Dena chahti hun isiliye maine yah step liya hai..... Mujhe ma banna hai SIDDHARTH..... Aapke Jaise ek khubsurat ladka ka ma banna hai jo Dil aur dimag Sab kuchh mein aap Jaise Ho.... Mujhe pata hai ap gussa honge Magar Khush bhi honge  Kyunki aap mujhse behad pyar karte ho...