Lock Off (Nagi x reader - A Second Chance Romance)

CHAPTER 7: Is This Real?

Y/N - 17 Years Old

Baby

Baby

He called me baby!

Internally I was freaking out, not once since I knew Seishiro had I ever seen him like this. It almost seemed like he was jealous but that can't be right. We're friends, best friends so there's no way he could be jealous.

"He called you baby" my inner voice said. "SHUT. UP" I responded. Oh great, now i'm arguing with myself, have I gone mental?

As we continued to walk to my house I couldn't stop playing this day over and over again. What a weird turn of events, in the seven years I've know Nagi Seishiro I have never once felt like he could want more from me, from us. I refused to give myself false hope that would inevitably end in heart break but now my thoughts were running wild. Maybe I missed something? Maybe all the times I sat on his lap so he could lean on me and nap was because he needed my touch? Maybe all times he's cuddled me or touched me was because the space between us was too great? Maybe he feels the same way?

I was thinking so hard that I barely paid attention to the walk and before I knew it, we were opening to door to my house and I realized we hadn't said a word to each other. My parents are lawyers and constantly traveled for work or spent all their times in their office so they were never home. I have never prayed for an excuse to not have this conversation with Seishiro more than I do in this moment.

I was so fucking nervous, "make yourself at home" I gestured to the couch, "i'm just going to put my stuff in my room, i'll be right back".

I didn't wait for his reply and made my way upstairs to my room. I could feel his eyes burning a hole in my back but I needed a breather before opening this can of worms.

"Fuck. What the fuck!" I silently cursed when I got to my bedroom. I put my bag on my desk and rested my hands on top, letting my head drop between my shoulders. I took a shuddering breath, trying to stop myself from having a meltdown.

"It's nothing, you're over reacting. You're just giving yourself false hope, you can talk to him. It's Nagi.." I told myself while i closed my eyes.

"I told you to call me Seishiro" I heard from behind me. I jumped and spun around seeing him leaning against my door frame with his arms crossed. God damn him for being sexy.

"What are you doing here? I told you i'd be right back" I responded, eyes wide.

"And I told you to call me Seishiro, it seems we both aren't listening."

I nodded because what the fuck else am I suppose to say?

"What did you want to talk about?" I asked him.

For a few seconds he didn't say anything, just stared at me. I was getting so anxious I didn't know if I wanted to yell at him or fuck him. God, what is wrong with me?

"Why'd you lie?" his head tilted slightly.

"About what?"

"About the question Rin asked you, don't play dumb baby"

There's that damn pet name again, my stupid heart loves hearing it almost as much as my pussy. The scales of yell at him or fuck him are tipping more towards the second.

I knew I couldn't keep up the lie with him calling me out on it so I decided to give him enough for him to let it go.

I sighed, "It wasn't a total lie, he did mention the game tomorrow and that he wanted to keep me company but that wasn't the question."

He didn't say anything so I continued on, "He wants to make someone jealous and knew that since we were friends that maybe if it looked like a date then that someone would notice him". There, that should satisfy him.

"Interesting that he'd choose you. Rin knows better than that" he responded.

I reared back, "Knows better than that? What's that suppose to mean?"

"It means he knows better than to ask you that. You will not be going on this "date" with him. Even if you're friends, he knows that you will never be his. Fake or not." he gritted out.

My mouth dropped open, the audacity of this man. The rush of anger was a welcome feeling and the scales have officially tipped to yell at him.

"Are you joking?!" I raised my voice. "Do you realize how you sound right now?! I am my own person, I decide whether or not I will see someone for real or for fake!"

He straightened off of the frame, standing at his full height, "Oh? Is that what you want? To be his fake play thing?" he seethed.

I pointed my finger at him, "That is not the point Seishiro and you know it. The point is I can do whatever I want!"

His eyes narrowed like slits, "Like fucking HELL you can do whatever you want."

"Don't do that!" I shook my head.

"Do. What?" His jaw was so clenched I was surprised he didn't break any teeth.

"Act like i'm yours. Telling me what I can and cant do with another man? I'm not fucking yours Seishiro." I was so fucking angry.

"That's where you're wrong baby" he said while walking to me with slow purposeful steps. Each step forward, I took one back and eventually I ended up pressed against the wall next to my desk. I watched him come closer like a predator stalking his prey and the look in his eyes was tugging to the string that was a direct line to my pussy. My breathing became heavier and I didn't know if it was because of the anger or lust rushing through my veins.

He finally reached me, his whole body against mines, one hand instantly grabbed my waist while the other grabbed my throat. "Not mines? You've been mines since the day I laid eyes on you." his lips brushed mines with every word and I shuddered while suppressing a moan.

He leaned back to look at my face and I said the two words I could never take back.

"Prove it."