Lock Off (Nagi x reader - A Second Chance Romance)

CHAPTER 19: Back Again

Nagi - 19 Years Old

It never got easier, the more I was advancing at soccer the more my heart hurt. I missed her so fucking much. I still had her blocked but I worried about her constantly, so I kept up with her social media. Going so far that I received notifications for ever post she uploaded.

"You know she made one of the coaches?" Isagi said while we were grabbing food. I was grateful he kept me up to date, I just wished it hurt less. I'm so proud of her, I knew I did this to myself but I didn't think it could have worked out between us while i'm here. Talk about a fucked up situation, sometimes I scold myself for feeling sorry when I was the one that caused this.

I smiled, "Of course she did, she's brilliant."

He sighed, "You still refuse to talk to her?"

I opened my mouth to respond when Chigiri said, "you think she'd want to listen? I mean, I understand to a certain degree as to why you did it." he shrugged, "but if I was her? I wouldn't".

Isagi glared but I nodded, "eventually I'll talk to her but not over the phone." I grabbed my food and walked to our usual table.

"Well I wish you luck, you're going to need it" Chigiri laughed.

"Luck for what?" Kunigami questioned and Chigiri pointed at me, "For when he talks to y/n."

He whistled and nodded, "Yeah, you'll need it. Especially after her last couple posts" he smirked.

Barou grinned, "I loved her last one."

"Right! It was a great photo"

My fist clenched under the table, I didn't score any goals from our last game so I haven't checked her accounts in two weeks. "What kind of posts were they?" I questioned.

Isagi nervously laughed and Kunigami, Barou and Chigiri smirked, Kunigami responded, "It was just a photo" he shrugged.

I turned to Isagi who refused to make eye contact, they were making me nervous. Her last post was a mirror selfie and she looked happy, what could her new posts be about? Suddenly I lost my appetite and made my way back to our room.

"Why would you guys say that!" Isagi sighed.

"Because, although we know why he did it, it doesn't mean he doesn't deserve to hurt too" Kunigami stated with his arms crossed.

"I agree with him for once" Barou said, nodding at Kunigami.

When I made my way to our room, I laid on the bed, staring at the ceiling. I had a few more weeks in this hell hole and I'll be out. We automatically get placed on a college team for a year that'll guarantee our spot on Japan's team if we do good. I'll just have to figure out a way to track down which college she decided on and we'll talk. I let out a loud breath, and closed my eyes. The next game, I chanted, the next game I'll score so I can see what she posted.

The following day we won our game and I scored three goals, I could barely keep myself together while I waited for my phone to be delivered. I sat on my bed, knee bouncing when I heard the knock on the door. I jumped up and ran to answer it, when I turned it on, I had an influx of notifications. When I saw two about her instagram, I clicked on it.