Sleeping With The Enemy - Simon's POV (TWD Simon fanfic)

Reunion

I woke up and read the clock. 4am. 

I smiled as the memories of the night before came back to me, but then panicked as I notice the bed was empty. Surely she hadn't snuck out in the night without saying anything. Had she not enjoyed our night together as much as I had? Had she not felt the things that I felt whilst we were together?

All my worries vanished as I heard movement in the bathroom. The door opened and she appeared, in nothing but my blue tshirt. God she looked hot in my clothes, I would happily have gone for round 2 right then. 

"You okay sweetheart?" I asked groggily, "Perfect" she replied, cupping my face in her hand and kissing me softly, that gesture was enough to tell me she felt exactly the same way I did. I smiled and lifted the duvet for her to climb back in, pulling her back into the grooves of me body, kissing the back of her neck as you arched into me, never being close enough.

"you look sexy in my clothes" I whispered sleepily,

"down boy" she laughed "we need rest" I groaned in protest running a hand up and down her thigh, "Simon?" she asked

"hmmmm?" I responded nibbling on her shoulder, I loved the way my name sounded on her lips.

"Does Negan know?" she asked, seeming nervous for my reply

"No" I whispered "I'm not sure how he would react" I confessed,

"why?" she asked linking her fingers through mine,

"because he wants you" I sighed, she pulled my hand up to her lips and bit my finger playfully,

"I've already told you" she whispered turning to look at me,

"you're mine" I replied kissing her softly and running one finger down her cheek, I would never forget those words "you think he'd accept that" I added, she just sighed and kissed me back rolling on top of me. She knew full well Negan wouldn't accept anything he wanted being anyone else's, and that seemed to scare her.

I wanted to tell her everything would be ok and that I wouldn't let anyone get between us. But I was scared to show anymore vulnerability and I wasn't confident I could keep that promise where Negan was concerned

We woke up again to the sound of my alarm going off. Y/N groaned and refused to move, becoming a dead weight on top of me. I laughed at her, warmed by the idea that she wasn't ready to stop cuddling me. Truth was, I wasn't either. Hell....I wasn't sure I ever would be... this girl was sending me soft.

"Come on baby" I whispered having made note before of how that pet name affected her, "I'm taking you to visit home" she allowed me to move from under her to turn off the alarm. When I glanced back at her I had to stop myself devouring her all over again. She had stretched out and the sigh of her ass just visible below the hem of my tshirt made me groan. She knew exactly what she was doing and simply grinned in response as I began to pull on my boxers.

"I need to shower" she yawned sitting up, I smirked at her leaning down for a kiss,

"is that an invite?" I whispered running a hand up her thigh, she blushed and bit her lip,

"Next time" she replied winking at me, before jumping out of bed and pulling on her clothes. 

"I'll hold you to that" I laughed watching her dress and I definitely was. "Now go get yourself ready and meet me by the front gates in 40 minutes" I smiled disappearing into my bathroom. 

I had quick wash myself and pulled on the blue shirt Y/N had been wearing, it still smelt of her and that comforted me. God I was turning into a puppy.

I pulled on my boots and headed down to the courtyard to round up my men and prepare the vehicles. Grabbing an apple on the way as we didn't have time for breakfast. It was rare that we ever did.

I was leaning against my truck when I heard her name. It was Heather calling to her. They seemed to have become friends in the last few days and I was glad she had a girlfriend here, hoping she wouldn't miss home as much if she had people she cared about here too. 

They were laughing together and hearing her laugh made me smile....fuck sake Simon, god damn puppy.

She caught my eye and I winked at her as we both climbed into different trucks. I was glad we weren't in the same one, she would be a major distraction and I didn't want anyone picking up on our chemistry.

The journey was long, more so probably because I wished Y/N was sat beside me. But eventually the gates of Hilltop were in sight, I felt sick, I was nervous that when she saw everyone she wouldn't want to come back with me. She had known me 5 minutes, these people were her family. I hoped she wasn't going to put me in a situation where I had to use force. 

We all climbed out of the trucks as they parked just inside the gates. I headed over as she climbed out,

"Remember what Negan said darling" I warned, she nodded but that didn't calm my nerves.  As soon as we walked round the trucks, I noticed her searching the crowds for her friends. I could tell she wanted to run to them but didn't for fear of disobeying me and Negan. Suddenly though a small voice screamed her name and the little boy I recognised from the day she had been playing jump rope ran towards her. She glanced across at me panicked, but I nodded, telling her it was ok. She quickly handed her rifle to Heather and fell to her knees embracing the small boy. I got a warm feeling in my chest which I quickly pushed down. I had to remain professional today. I caught sight of the friends she lived with across the road and nodded at them to let them know they could go to her. Not wanting to see hoe happy she was to be home anymore than I had to, I headed for the mansion to see Gregory.

I sat down with Hilltops leader and he informed me of another group that was on the scene. I wasn't worried, in fact it would be good to form another allegiance, I would have to mention it to Negan when I got back to the Sanctuary. He assured me that they had gathered supplies and were eager not to disappoint us as they appreciated our protection. Bullshit! This guy was scared to death of us, the fear practically dripped off of him. We ruled through fear and we lived for it. As much as Y/N was turning me soft, she wouldn't change me, I wasn't a nice guy and I didn't care. 

As we left the mansion, I could see the little boy still clinging to Y/N, she lifted him and held him close. My heart hurt for her, I knew she wouldn't want to leave him. But it also stung, I was frigging jealous of a little boy. What the hell was going on with me.

"Okay boys loads the trucks" I commanded, 4 of the saviours headed for the parlour and supply cupboard, filling the crates. 

The men finished loading the trucks and Joey walked over to me. I could tell by his face and reluctance to approach that I wasn't going to like what he was telling me.
"Boss it's not enough" he told me,
"What?" I asked, immediately glancing at Y/N panicked, if they hadn't supplied enough, I was going to have to punish someone....she would never forgive me.
"The crates aren't full it's not enough" explained Joey, I ran a hand over my face frustrated before tucking my thumbs into my belt. I knew what I had to do and she was not going to like it. 

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Hi guys, I am really enjoying writing from Simon's POV. Which to you prefer? The original or this one?

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