Fallen Petals and Stolen Kisses (A hanahaki Story)

Blue Hydrangeas, Purple Roses, And Yellow Daisies

Love.

What a complicated thing.

Some say Love conquers all.

Some say Love ruins all things.

But I believe, Love can be whatever you make it.

Blue Hydrangeas, Purple Roses, Yellow daisies, And a baby's breath. A beautiful Bouquet.

Thats what My mother sent me as an apology for not coming to visitation day. I have to appreciate the thought I suppose. I adore Yellow Daisies, They're my favorite flowers. My mother even remembered Shinsou and Monomas favorite flowers too. I talk about them so often I guess it would be hard to forget. 

Its probably why she stopped calling me unless she wanted something or wasn't going to do something....

Shinsous Favorite, suiting his hair, Are Purple roses.

Monomas Favorite, suiting his personality and clothing, Are Blue Hydrangeas.

I have a crush on Shinsou. I met him earlier this year when he replaced Mineta in class 1A. Mineta and I used to be friends, We would sit next to each other and discuss things. I hated though the way he sexualized the girls in our school, But I was desperate to have everyone like me that I ignored his faults. That was until I came out to him as a Bisexual. He was immediately disgusted. Not long after he was moved down to class 1C and traded spots with Shinsou.

Shinsou claimed he 'Wasn't here to make friends.' I took it as a challenge. In the span of a month, I had got him to hang out with me 5 times and he even started claiming I was his friend. Not long after he hung out with the bakusquad and joined in on the Friday night horror movies. Mina, Momo, Sero, And I are the creators of this weekly ritual and most everyone loved it. It was a great way to wind down from the earlier weeks stress, A way to bond, and a way to put aside our differences and relish in each other's companionship.

Monoma, I met a few weeks after Shinsou first joined our Horror movie night. He and Bakugo were at eachothers throats when we first ran into each other, The snide and sarcastic comments coming from Monoma didnt mix well with Bakugos anger problems. For as much shit as Monoma talked, When he didnt feel threatened he seemed like a cool guy. 

A few months later and some testing of the waters, Monoma also joined our Movie nights. He wasnt nearly as snarky, Sarcastic, or mean as he was before. Afthough that didnt mean he stopped 'poking the bear' or so to speak.

He ended up being a great... Friend? 

Yeah, Friend. Were friends.

"Denki Kaminari. I asked you a question." Mr Aizawa said in an annoyed voice.

"Sorry Sir." I said sheepishly, The class laughed. I pause as I try to think. What did he ask? "Wait so what was the question?"

"What pages will the class be reading for the assignment?" He asks. 

"Uhhhhhh... The pages were supposed to read?" He sighs loudly.

"Pages 110, 119-123."

"Thanks for reminding me, Aizawa."

"Keep this up and Ill fail you." I blanch.

"Sorry again sir." A give him a halfhearted 'Forgive me.' Smile and open my textbook. 

Aizawa gets into his sleeping bag and zips it up before going to sleep under his desk. I try my best to do the assignment, but my brain keeps wandering. I'm going to ask Shinsou out today. Should I give him my flowers? No im not sure my mom's guilt flowers are a good gift, ah who cares. Ill figure it out later.

Halfway through my assignment and the final bell rings. Shinsou comes over to me and he looks a little out of it. 
"Hey Shinsou, You okay? You look like you're in a different dimension." I say playfully.

"Yeah, it's just, well can you keep a secret? At least for a little while?" Shinsou asks seriously.

"Of course, man." 

"Well... You see a have a crush on one of our friends and I don't know if I should ask him out or not." He says. My heart drops. He... Doesn't like me, I'm not his crush.

"Who is it." I manage to keep the disappointment out of my voice.

"Monoma."

"Ah... Go for it then. I bet he likes you like that. If you want, I can even give you my mom's guilt flowers to give to him. It has his and your favorite flowers. " I offer.

"That would be great actually. Thanks, Denks."

"Of course. Anything for my best bud." My heart seems to twist and tangle as I call him my 'Best bud.' I should've known he didn't share my feelings.

We walk to my room in silence, and when we get there, I give him the flowers and send him on his way, After Wishing him good luck. Suddenly I feel sick, I begin to cough and even gag some as I race to the toilet. After a few minutes I cough up a singular purple rose petal. 

A petal Decorated in my blood...

I hope you guys enjoyed the first chapter! I've only ever written once, and I never even posted that, so I hope this isn't too bad.

 Love Saturn