Fallen Petals and Stolen Kisses (A hanahaki Story)

Confessions

Nervousness fills me.

"About what, Denki?" Monoma asks. He glances at Sero who gives him a knowing look and at Shinsou who's face is like a mask, Not showing a thing.

"I... Umm... Did you both listen to the voice message I sent?" I ask tentatively. 

"I did." Shinsou says and stares at me expectantly.

"I didn't... I didn't want to listen to it. Now when we didn't know what was happening or if you were okay. God Kami! We were worried sick! I was scared. So scared that you wouldn't be able to tell me whatever it was in person, So I hoped I wouldn't have to listen to it because that would mean you're as okay as you can be considering." Monoma says, tearing up slightly.

"Oh, I'm sorry... I didn't think you guys cared that much... I'm so so sorry." My voice shakes slightly at the end.

"Don't. Don't apologize, Kaminari. You don't owe us one, you don't owe anyone one."

"Sorry."

"Seriously, bro?" Sero laughs and wraps an arm around my shoulders.

"What were you going to tell us again Kami?" Monoma asks with a grin on his face.

"Oh right. Well, I have um. A disease." I start but find myself interrupted by the gorgeous blond. Flowers try to crawl up my throat.

"What?! Why didn't you tell us?!" Monoma says, arms flying around emphatically. Sero averts his gaze and rubs the back of his neck with the hand that isn't wrapped around me.

"Let him finish Neito." Shinsou says sounding so exhausted.

I begin to cough violently, so I grab a tissue and press it against my mouth until the fit subsides, Sero rubs my back comfortingly. When I pull the tissue away its covered in blood and a handful of petals. I fold it up neatly and toss it before they can see too much. They can't know how bad it really is right now.

"The disease is called Hanahaki. I'm sure you've heard of it." I say unwilling to continue.

"Who? Who is it? I'm sure they like you back. You're a wonderful person Kami I can't think of any reason they wouldn't like you back." Monoma slumps slightly, almost unnoticeably. his eyes begin to avoid my face and his hand squeezes Shinsous.

"Its you two..." I whisper and I'm not sure they've heard me as they sit there silently. I look away, ashamed.

"Us... Both?" Shinsou confirms.

"Mmm... Yeah. I'm sorry I know it's weird and-" I start to ramble. I'm cut off though with a soft huff of amusement followed by laughing from the two boys. I blush in embarrassment and tried to hide myself in Sero, who is also laughing although not as loudly.

"Weird? Fuck. If that's weird Monoma and I are total freaks." Shinsou says, chuckling.

"Told you Denks." Sero snorts.

"You're so mean!" I say and shove Sero away playfully. My insecurity seeming to almost vanish although still just barely there.

"Kami we were... Um... Planning on asking you out a couple of months ago. I was under the impression though; you were into Ojiro." Monoma's voice is serious now.

"Why would you think that?" I ask.

"According to Monoma you were trying to kiss him." Shinsou tells me.

"They aren't joking Denki. You were drunk as fuck." Sero informs me. I blush. "If were being honest though, Denks you were all over Ojiro thinking he was Monoma. Calling him pretty and-"

"SHUT UP!" I exclaim and hide my face in a pillow. "God that's soooo embarrassing."

"HE THOUGHT OJIRO WAS ME?!" Monoma yells. He seems to process something and blushes ferociously and tilts his head questioningly. "And you think I'm pretty Kami?"

"I mean I guess... Okay who am I kidding, yeah." I glance at the boys in front of me. Shinsou stands up and towers over me before approaching the bed and leaning down with his hands in his pockets so he's just above eye level.

"And what about me Kaminari? Do you think I'm pretty too?" He says in his tired, deep voice with a seductive smirk. I nearly melt right then and there but instead I turn redder than a ripe tomato if that's even possible.

"Get a room!" Sero practically shrieks while throwing a pillow at us and giggling.

"SERO!" Shinsou laughs and gets out of my way so I can lunge at Sero and tackle him.

"Eeek! Don't kill me Denks! I'm sorry!" Sero actually shrieks this time. Monoma is giggling and Shinsou watches with an amused smirk. My grin fades when the door opens, and I see a face I had forgotten about in all the chaos.

Izuku Midoriya.

My body tenses and my breathing stops. I want to crawl into one of beautiful boy's arms but that would anger him. I crawl away from Sero and sit at the furthest corner from both Izuku and the boys I love. Midoriya glares at me but his expression shifts as soon as a frowning Sero turns to look at him.

"Sorry am I interrupting something? I heard Denki was up and thought I'd stop by see how he's doing. I brought brownies!" Midoriya says in an all too cheerful voice. My heart beats erratically as I remember what the boy had done to me the last time, I spoke to Shinsou and Monoma. The monitor begins beeping too fast and Monoma looks at me with concern. Shinsou studies me though. A calculating look crosses his face as he glances from me, to the monitor, to Midoriya, and back to the monitor. His face hardens into anger, and he turns back to Midoriya.

"Yes, you are. Now LEAVE." He says firmly, almost harshly.

Sero and Monoma turn to him in disbelief and Midoriya frowns before sighing and nodding. He sets the brownies down on a table, shoots a well hidden glare at me, and leaves the room.

Does he know?

He can't know.

Was I really that obvious?

Hope you all enjoyed this chapter! Love you guys!

-Love Saturn