Why am I still here?

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I just lay there. 

At first when I regained consciousness I didn't know where I was, I almost freaked out, but then the Familiar walls of Recovery girls' office broke through my panic. 

I'm Alone. 

I kind of wish I wasn't but, Oh well.

The bed is comfortable enough for a hospital type bed but I cant get comfortable when I think of the mess I was. 

How long was I out? 

Will they call my parents?

Shit, They'll call my parents...

I hear the beeping on the vitals monitor increase by a lot, My Breathing gets ragged. 

I don't move. I don't want to move. Can I even move?

It takes less than two minutes for recovery girl and Aizawa to rush inside to see what's going on. Sero, Shinsou, And Monoma follows behind them like their lives depend on it.

Why?

"Kaminari Deary, Are you alright? Is it the Hanahaki acting up?" Recovery girl asks quickly, staring at me expecting an answer.

I try to force words out, claim that I'm fine but I just start to sob. I clutch my chest as I sit up and bring my knees to my chest. I can't breathe. I'm scared. My Fathers going to KILL me.

"Problem child, I'm going to hug you. If you don't want me to just shake your head." Aizawa informs me before slowly walking to me and sitting on the small bed. When I dont make any move to stop him he wraps his arms around me and pulls me to him. He starts rubbing my back gently as I try to stop my panic attack.

"Denks, Do you want us to leave?" Sero asks in the voice he always uses when Im upset. I press myself closer to Aizawa, His embrace so warm and comforting, The smell of Coffee on his breath envelops me.

"Yes." My voice is barely a whisper and its shaky and cracking but Aizawa nods.

"He says Yes. You three can visit later and Recovery girl you better not put up any fuss." Aizawa Says in his tired and deep voice.

"I-" Recovery girl almost argues before letting out a huff and leaving her office. 

"Call us if you need us Denks." Sero says before leaving. Shinsou follows behind but stops when Monoma doesnt follow.

"Cmon Monoma. Lets give him some space." He gently takes the blond boys hand and leads him out of the office.

After a while I begin to calm down. Slowly my heart begins to beat at a normal pace and tense body relaxes. Although Im not Panicking anymore, The Anxiety still fills me.

"Kaminari, I need you to tell me why you got so Anxious to the point of having a panic attack." Aizawa states and pulls away just enough to look at me. I don't respond and he sighs. "Cmon kid, I can't help you if you don't talk. Is it about the boys? Because I promise you they care for you. And Recovery girl and I both know."

"Thats not... Thats not it."

"Then what is it, Kiddo?"

"Im not supposed to talk about it." Aizawa is getting annoyed but he takes a deep breath.

"Kaminari." He says sternly, although not harshly. A few minutes pass. "Its your parents. Isnt it?"

I tense but dont respond.

"Thought so. Which one? Gave you the bruises I mean. Dont you think for one second I didnt notice you showing up with them the day after they visited. Or the way you tensed when I threatened to call your parents. I need you to work with me here. We can get you out of that home." His face morphs from one of concern to a grimace. "Im not supposed to say that much yet... Fuck. You know what whatever, Youre my student and I want you safe."

"You just cursed!" I giggle childishly.

"Yeah yeah. Stop avoiding the question though, Kiddo."

"... My dad." I mumble.

"Do you want help?" He asks and after a minute I nod.

"Yeah. I think he's going to kill me when he finds out all of this."

"I won't let him. But what are we going to do about your disease kiddo?"

"I don't know."

"You should talk to them Kaminari. If they reject you, you get the surgery. And if they return your feelings, You'll be better and happy. Either way youll be safe."

"I dont want to forget them..."

"Then talk to them."

"Okay..." Aizawa stands up with a grunt like an old man and turns back to me, Ruffling my hair.

"Im proud of you kid."

"Thanks." I blush slightly at the praise I so rarely receive. Aizawa smiles slightly before quickly turning around and leaving. Not long after Shinsou and Monoma come in followed by a Sero who looks unsure. I motion for them to come and they sit in chairs in front of me while Sero sits beside me and I cling on to him for reassurance. I turn to the two boys who stole my heart and petals tickle my throat.

"We need to talk..." 


Okay so this is late. Like Really late. I wasnt sure if people liked the last chapter and I know this ending is kinda rushed but IDK what to do. I have tons of Ideas for my ShinBaku story so I might start that early as I finish this book.

Sorry my Lovelies.

-Love Saturn

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