Fallen Petals and Stolen Kisses (A hanahaki Story)

Desperation

(A long ass title but whatever)

Shinsou

I take out a pair of wired earbuds and plug them into my phone while running after looking at my notifications.

One missed call from 'Kaminari 💕' 8:41

One missed call from 'Kaminari 💕' 8:49

One voice message from 'Kaminari 💕' 8:50

I click on the voice message as I run, listening to each word with anxiety in my heart.

"Shinsou. Don't look outside. Don't ask what happened. It's for the best. It's not your fault. I'm sick. Like really, really sick. I decided not to fix it so here I am, On the roof sending out my final goodbyes." Denkis words slur together. He chuckles softly. "If you aren't listening with Monoma I suggest you pause this message and get him. My words are for him too. I love you both, I'm sorry it's ending like this. Take anything you want from my dorm, Just make sure my parents don't get anything. I have a note in there explaining my will but these messages, I sent one to Sero, are just in case."

My ears are ringing as I throw open the door to Monomas class. The teacher glares at me.

"I need to take Monoma from class. Aizawa said I could!" My breathing is heavy and I struggle to keep my voice even.

Monoma immediately jumps up as he takes in my expression and runs to me, leaving his stuff.

"Sorry Sensei!" He calls as his teacher tries to protest while we walk out the door. "Whats wrong?"

"Kami... Kamis going to- If he hasn't already..." I begin to choke put.

"Whats he going to do Shinsou?"

"I think he's going to kill himself." My voice falters. I hear him take a sharp breath in.

"Where is he?!"

"The roof." I immediately lead him as fast as possible to the roof where Sero already arrived.

Denki

(Just before Sero bursts through the door)

I drank much, much more than I meant to.

One massive water bottle and half a classic bottle of whatever liquor I could get my hands on. I don't even remember what it is.

I check my phone one last time before I climb over the railing surrounding the roof, stepping on the small piece of excess concrete before the large drop with wobbly feet. My back is turned away from the door and I look down at the massive drop, considering my chances of survival.

That would certainly be a bitch to deal with. If I survive the drop I mean.

I take a deep breath in and just before I can get myself to fall off the ledge the door to the roof bursts open and I turn quickly, too quickly, and nearly follow as my vision spins.

Sero bursts through the doors looking terrified, eyes red from what I assume is either drugs or crying.

"Denki, Dont." Sero says firmly.

"Sero? Why are you here?"

"I heard your message. Come here Denks."

"Oh, You weren't supposed to till after school."

"Course not. Denks get over here. You promised last time, when I almost made this mistake that neither of us would do it or both of us would. And I don't want to die." Guilt crashes through me and I frown as I accidentally nudge the bottle of alcohol which spills over, drawing Seros attention for a moment. "You're drunk?"

"A little." I giggle and smile sheepishly. "Didn't mean to drink that much but what are you gonna do?"

I shrug playfully before glancing back down. It still looks scary, almost unappealing to jump but I don't want some disease to take me our and I especially don't want to lose all feelings and memories of the two boys. I cough and a shit ton of blood and hydrangea flowers fall from my mouth.

"It's gotten really bad, huh? Did you tell them? You promised you'd take care of it."

"Kinda. I sent them a voice message saying it but who knows if they got it or believe it. You should go back downstairs. I don't want you to see this Sero."

"Then don't do it. Please." He's begging and I feel bad.

"Sero..."

"Denki..."

I sigh and stare at him.

"I can't do this anymore. This is for the best. This is me taking care of things." I shuffle around a little and nearly slip. I should just let myself fall but I want Sero out of here first.

My heart plummets though, when the two boys burst through the door as well.

"Shit. You guys aren't supposed to be here. Why can't anything go my way?" I'm pouting now and I feel tears welling up as a sharp need to cough arises and I can tell it'll be another rose.

After a minute of desperately trying to hold the coughs back my body forces me to, each cough and heave filled with more petals, more blood. It's grisly and ugly and in embarrassed and dizzy and after a minute I feel myself being dragged over the railing by two sets of strong hands as I choke on the flower.

"Kami, can you hear me Now? You're gonna be okay teachers are coming. You'll get help soon. You'll be okay." Monoma says as I lay on the roof, I notice now he's crying and I see Shinsou and Sero holding my hands tightly.

My vision is dancing, Black spots beginning to fill it ad I struggle to get air on around the blood and flowers.

"We love you, Kaminari. We'll get you better okay? I promise we will." Shinsou says to me as he does everything he can to help me.

Even after the flower is pulled out of my throat my vision slowly fades and the last thing I hear is:

"Were here now, Kaminari. You're safe."

I absolutely have no idea how to end a book so here's my poor attempt at it. Hope you enjoyed my lovelies! Keep being amazing.

-Love Saturn