Where my heart once lived
A hollow chest,
with solely,
rotten meat I'm left.
Father sun,
It wont be long
But for some, I beg
Don't eye me yet
Black holed sun, please hold on
Let me weep with all the sorrow that i own.
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The sun's shining brightly outside
seemingly contending
What reason there could be,
for me to be so somber
If things were just fine.
My dad had died,
before I arrived
And so I'd missed the last day
his last night
When he was still of life.
I could not react
except thinking it happened,
Before I could say goodbye
Or we could've locked our eyes
for one last time.
It was at night,
when I arrived
I couldn't breathe
I just cried, cried, cried
into the after hours,
Disappearing ink of tears under my eyes.
I wanted it to last forever-
I didn't want to wake up.
But I did. And next thing I knew
The sun rose in the sky.
And anger swelled up
within every fiber of my being
It felt as if
I were to explode
At any given moment
Because how dared the sun
show its face
above the hills,
and come near my being.
When my heart was ripped out,
just one night before?
Invisible string by invisible string
A surgery of violence took place
Of which I did not know
that the universe
was capable of performing such horrid thing
On my frail body
It ripped me apart, yet
I had no physical evidence
No physical scars
Where I could show anyone
What had happened to me.
An eternal feeling
A part of me,
that will always hurt
It will forever be there
And so long
I will grieve
Like the weeping willow
tree.
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The Non-Binary Poet
PoetryA compilation of poems about love, and loss, being a daughter, and a human unacknowledged, with a heart aching to be loved. *slowly adding media * Sorry for any inconvenience with the format whether you're reading from a phone or a Laptop- i'm c...
