It has been more than half an hour, since he was sitting on my lap, now just low sniffles were heard across the room as we both sat silently. While I waited for him to speak, without any force, he finally did, though this was not what I was expecting when I asked him to speak.
"I love you, hyung."
"I know that my baby tiger. I love you t-"
"No. N-not like that." Now, it was my time to go stiff. What does he mean by that? I turned him towards me, his eyes still wet, cheeks rosy as he looked at me with all seriousness that it made me nervous.
"I love you, hyung. I love you like a drunkard loves his shots. I love you like a writer loves to read. I love you like the sea loves the shore. I love you like Simba loved Nala."
"I love you like I have loved no one else hyung. I would want no one but you, to be the man in my life, to love me like you could have loved no one else."
A lone tear escaped my eyes, comparing to his wet face with incontrollable crying. Still, it was him who pulled his hands out of the blanket and wiped my tear, softly pecking my cheeks. It was the last thread in me that broke my control and I crumbled crying loudly, venting years of my pain and longingness. I couldn't see anything as my vision blurred with my own tears but I could feel my baby hugging my neck which I reciprocated by hugging him back tightly, hiding my face in his shoulder.
I couldn't believe the boy I loved for ten years, from crush to devoting my whole life to him, he confessed and confessed not his dirty deeds but his love to me; his love in the most beautiful way, proving me nothing but a coward who couldn't do that in last ten years, but he did, he did that while staying with me, in my presence for just 5 years. He loves me, and wants me to love him like I have loved no one else but, when did I ever love anyone? I never loved anyone but him as a man. I loved my parents but as a boy, as a child. Him? I love him like a man, wanting to grow old and die in his arms.
"Tae." I could feel his heartbeat quickening against my own heart which was bleeding for him, but this time, out of love, happiness.
"I love you my cub. I am addicted to you like a drunkard is, to his shots. I can't spend a day without having you in arms, just how a writer can't without reading. I will always come to you to even if the whole universe wants us apart, just how the sea does. I will be with you, beside you, supporting you, loving you, just how Nala did to Simba. I have always, for ten years, loved no one else but you my tiger. No one but you who made me want to act like a man to their eros. You are my Eros, for others Eros is a god of love but for me, it was you who introduced the concept of love, who defines what's love to me. You are my Eros."
It felt like something got off my chest after a decade. I finally confessed my love to him, and I was lucky to be blessed with equal if not, then more than my own love getting back at me. It feels like dream, speaking to him, something so secretive, so delicate which I never did even in my dreams, in thoughts but today, I did that in real.
"B-back in room, hyung. It was hayu, we went t-to shopping and, got to the a-adult section. I saw a v-vib-vibrator and wanted to tr-try it." Despite all my tears, a chuckle left my lips looking at his embarrassed red face, not once looking at me in the eye. His shyness was radiating through him which reminded me, that vibrator was still inside him.
"Isn't it uncomfortable?" I voiced out my thoughts before I could stop it. His whole figure went stiff, which now set in my realization why he was not moving much. What a blessing today's day is. Whose face did I saw in morning?
"Tell me cub, isn't it uncomfortable?" He nodded timidly, now squirming on my lap trying to get a perfect position to sit without poking the vibrator straight into him.
"Then don't fucking use it ever. Those toys won't do justice to the real thing, lil mouse. It's a disgrace to my cock who can't be inside you, but these lifeless things can. You will obey me, right? Won't ever touch that disgusting stuff?"
"N-never. Wo-won't touch." A hum in approval rumbled from my throat as I caressed his cheeks. So beautiful, and mine. Only mine, now rightfully, willingly mine.
But, I am a gentleman.
"Baby tiger. Would you like to go on a date with me?"
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curse my self...I wanted to sleep...but still drop this chap...that's why short.
~~~glimpse
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