Brat tamer's brat || Taekook

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Jungkook's POV-

I was in parking lot, in my car. Tae left before without a word so now I was here to deal with myself alone. For the first time, he sat at back and not with me in front. I deserved it. I didn't even once spoke up at restaurant, too busy debating with my own self. I let Seokjin get his way with my love, cause I was thinking it's not the right time. 

That's how I have always been. Too hesitant for things only to regret them afterwards. I am not Tae, to take immediate actions and stay rooted to them. I regret, not for acting up on the situation, but for being too hesitant and let things happen in front of me, even though I could've changed that. He had all rights to be angry with me. But that doesn't mean I don't have the right to make things right.

Locking the car, I quickly ran up to home. The door was closed but I had the key with me so instead of ringing the door bell, I opened it with the key. I don't know why I was tip-toeing in my own home. I took off my jacket and cap, hung them on the hook before turning around only to find Tae laying on the couch. Guess he is too tired to walk up to the room.

"Bear." I walked up to him, and leaned down to see his face only to find him asleep. 

Asleep with wet cheeks. The couch was wet with the tear drops, where he slept. He cried to sleep. All because of me. Because I couldn't stand up for him, to defend him, to protect him. I had no will in me to move, I just slide down beside him, looking at him. I hurt him, I hurt him bad. I swore to myself I wound never make him cry like this, like I broke him but I did. He was with me at every stage, giving his all to me, as a child, as an adult but all I did was ended up making him face a day like this where people would doubt his love, my love for him. I wanted to scream, cry out loud to make him known that I love him, that he in not a brat, he is not wrong, he is not toxic. He is just, mine. My love, my baby, my savior .

"I-I love you, so much. Hyung is sorry bear, he is so sorry for everyth-ing. For letting them doubt-doubt you, your actions, your l-love for me. I am s-orry, sorry for everything, f-forgive me, please, I am sorry my baby, hyung is s-orry."

"I am sorry my baby, so so sorry. F-forgive hyung, he is a coward. Biggest coward. Don't leave hy-hyung please. Shout at me, c-curse me, hit me, fight with me but d-don't leave your hyung ever p-please. I-I know I am selfish to ask this, but d-don't leave me ever. I-I pro-promise I would never make you cry like this, would never h-hurt you. You are my h-home. You make me feel h-home. D-don't take away my home, please." 

Jimin's POV-

I don't know why I followed them home, maybe cause this was more of a home to me than my own. But never in my worst dreams I thought I would ever witness this. Jungkook didn't even noticed me opening the door as he kept crying near Tae who seem to be asleep at the moment. I never saw Jungkook crying like this, he was begging like a child feared to be left alone. His insecurities crawling up to his throat finally came out in form of words. His regrets and insecurities fell weak in front of his love. I was not strong enough to face this, I didn't even realize I was already crying as I felt tears on my hands. I had to bite my hand to stop myself from making any noise. I couldn't stand this anymore. I quietly closed the door, and went back. 

It's all because of me. Only if I didn't raised that topic. It was better buried in past. None of this would've happened. We would have celebrated happily, things would have been good. Today was supposed to be memorable, but not like this. Certainly not like this.

Taehyung's POV-

When I woke up, it was morning. I didn't realised I slept on couch as I was too, hurt to do anything. Looking around I found hyung on floor, near the couch. His face was, swollen, so were his eyes. 

He cried. 

Scrambling off to my feet I quickly dragged him onto the near by mattress but guess it disturbed his sleep cause next moment he was sitting on his own, looking at me with dull eyes. It pained me to see his eyes that holds stars, so dull and lifeless. My palm raised up to his face, caressing his cheeks gently as I stared at him. Suddenly his eyes watered as he started crying making me panic. 

"WH-why are you crying! Hyung! Tell me are you hur-"

"Shut up! S-shut up! You are hurt! I hurt you and yet, you still, still caring about me." I chuckled as I felt my own eyes moisten. You are so silly hyung, so silly.

"I love you hyung, I care for you, will always do no matter what. When I started caring for you, it was never a two-way thing. It was not a deal hyung. I decided to be there for you cause I want that, I never expected anything back, but you still gave. You gave me all the love and care. I will love you no matter what. My heart beats for you hyung, even if it will get wounded, it would bleed, it would bleed for you hyung." 

I stared at him as he kept crying while holding my hands to his eyes. What broke you hyung? I can't see you like this. It's breaking me.

"W-why are you crying? Please don't cry, i-it hurts to see you cry like this cause of me."

"I am s-sorry, I am sorry t-that I a-am a cow-ard! Hyung is a c-coward! Please for-ive me! Don'-t leave me bear! I-I will pr-otect you, always! I w-won't let anyone treat y-ou badly, please ju-just don't le-"

"Hyung! Hyung l-look at me! I am not leaving you, not now not ev-ever! Please stop saying that!" How could he even think I would leave him? I can never leave him. I have given my everything to him, bits by bits every time he looked at me. Everything reminds me of him, even my own self reminds me of him. How can I leave him then? How can I leave the man who is in my every second of life. Everything reminds me of hyung, makes me want nothing but hyung.

"I won't ever leave you, no matter what anyone says. I love you, I didn't gave my soul to you to leave it behind. You are, not a part of my life anymore hyung. You are my life."

"Y-You won't? You will never leave hyung?"

"Never even in my dreams."

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.....well...they were supposed to kiss and all...but author has the sudden urge to cry.....fuck I cried buckets while writing these two chaps....wow

~~~~glimpse