The Lies She Tells

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Flashback

Billie

"Really? Are you fucking serious Billie right in front of me?" Lulu said.

"Keep your fucking voice down I just put Elliot to sleep," I sniffed a small line of Coke, I held my nose letting that shit hit right away.

"You have a serious problem"

"Living with you who wouldn't?"

"Excuse me?"

"You're always nagging me"

"Is that why you cheat on me because I care about your health hm?"

"And you're always accusing me of cheating shit one day I might actually do it," I stood up and grabbed my sweater.

"You're leaving?"

"Yes I'm not about to argue with yo ass"

"You're not going anywhere"

"Fuck off," I pushed her hard onto the ground.

She stood up and slapped me so I grabbed her by the throat squeezing it tight.

"Wanna do that shit again?" I asked her.

"You don't scare me," she managed to say with a smirk plastered on her face.

"Fuck you"

I leaned down and kissed her lips, loosening my grip on her neck. I threw her down on the bed and removed my shirt while she was removing hers.

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Lulu

"Oh my go-ahh," I moaned as Billie hit all the right spots with her tongue, my eyes rolled in the back of my head and I was getting close to my climax. She stopped and instead filled me up with her length once again and pounded hard into me, I reached up her back and dug my nails into her shoulders, and down her back.

"I love you," she grunted into my ear.

I came right then and there, I didn't know how I felt, she hasn't told me she loved me in so long I had to believe her.

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In the morning I reached over to an empty bed, I sat up and looked around only to find my one year old eating banana pancakes and watching cartoons on the TV on the floor of our room. I was wearing one of Billie's oversized shirts and some panties now. Billie came out of the bathroom and looked surprisingly sober now. She went over to Elliot and started talking to her in her baby voice making Elliot smile and giggled after she got tickled and poked.

"I love you"

"I wuv you too mommy," she tried her best to say.

"I'll be home later okay? Gimme kiss," she pointed at her cheek and Elliot gave her a kiss.

"Bye baby," she kissed her.

"You're leaving?" I asked her

"I have something I have to do"

"Oh I thought we could do something today?"

"Busy but I made you some food downstairs and I gotta go I'll be back later," she kissed my lips and walked out of the room.

"Billie"

"What?"

She walked back to face me.

"I love you"

"...See you later Lu," she walked away.

She didn't mean it.

Of course.

"Fuck," I whispered as I felt tears approaching, I just let my emotions take over me.

I cried.

and cried.

and cried.

"Mama," Elliot said, but I couldn't build up a courage to look at her just yet.

"Mama," she shook my leg.

"Wussup mamas?" I asked her finally looking up at her, she gave me her favorite teddy and smiled at me.

I broke down in tears again.

"Thank you baby," I tried my hardest to pull myself together. I picked her up and sat her on my lap to hug her.

End of flashback.

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Billie

"You should meet my mom," Audrey said.

"...sure, I got up and threw on my clothes.

"Really?"

"Sure,"  I lit a blunt that was on my nightstand.

She smiled and grabbed my cheeks kissing my lips.

"I love you," she said.

"... you too," I kissed her nose

"I'm gonna shower join me or don't"

"Okay"

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Ehhhh something short I've got writer's block.🧍🏽‍♀️