The Music We Play Is A Story

50: Sorry, I Missed The Note

Kazu had drove to Niki's house and they were relaxing after their eventful week, after everything that happened with Viper, Kazu was exhausted. She couldn't believe he had tried to turn her friends against her.
They sat there on facetime with their friend Cohen, and Adam as Niki's doorbell rang.
Niki walked downstairs and opened the door to see Viper, "What are you doing here?" Nicole asked.
"I know Kazu's here, I have to talk to her, please Niki, I know I messed up and I want to apologize." Viper replied. Niki sighed and told him to wait. "Kazu, Viper wants to talk to you, you don't have too if you're not up for it." Niki said to her, Kazu shook her head, she didn't want to talk to him.
Niki walked back downstairs and asked the long haired male to leave, and that Kazu wouldn't be speaking to him. Viper understood and left, On his way out he saw Kazu through Niki's window and waved. Kazu opened it, "What?" she asked.
"Angel, I'm sorry for yesterday. I was just so fed up with dom cause I just didn't like him, then I got to you which was my mistake. I completely apologize, I could've handled it more maturely and clearly more nicely. I was just a loser at that point, and in general was just a dumbass I was blinded by my own words. Truly I'm sorry for everything, I fucked up so many time looking back on it I was just stupid. I was just mad at such pivotal detail that made me ruin my whole relationship, it was basically a double standard expecting you to do things that I didn't. You were caring, understanding, even when you were busy, even when you were tired you kept up with me, and honestly I didn't do the same I was such a shit boyfriend and especially a shit friend to you, I fucked up so badly then blamed it on you." Viper said, Kazu closed the window and walked downstairs and outside to have a conversation with him, as she walked out he continued talking,
"In general I was such a shit person to you, I tried to be with you and be for you but in the end it was just my fault, Actually listening and reading paragraphs you would send me made me realize how much i took you for granted and how unappreciated you were. I was just dense and caught up in my own bullshit, and actually believing it. I love you, and always will, I know I made some mistakes but these mistakes are fixable, they aren't easy but I want to try. I wanna be more, I want to do better, I wanna be with you, I wanna fix this relationship. Because I truly do love you, I don't expect you to say yes, which i totally do respect as there are so many people out there better than me. You're the love of my life and i truly want to make this right, I want to fix us, I'm sorry. I love you." Viper added.
Kazu stood there silent for a while, she wasn't sad, or happy it was just a moment of silence where she couldn't say anything.