The wild side// Y/n x Nikki sixx

Night before tragedy

(December 7th 1994)

I woke up without Nikki beside me, I look over to my clock seeing it's 11am "When is he ever up at this time.. where is he?" I mutter to myself before getting up to go to the bathroom seeing Tommy on my way past

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"Do you know where Nikki is?" I turn to Tommy as he sits on the sofa and I pour some coffee for us

"Couldn't tell ya... thanks" He grabs the coffee from my hands as I pass it to him

"Well Vince must be with Beth so I know he isn't with Nikki... usually he doesn't go anywhere like 'early'"

"We'll just chill here and hope he comes back soon"

"Ok..." I sigh taking a sip of my coffee

We were lying up on the sofa watching a movie when suddenly I hear a car door slam outside "Is that Nikki?" I look over to Tommy who's trying to pear out the window

"Yep"

"Thank fuck he's ok" I sigh before he comes barging in mumbling to himself just walking straight past us to the bedroom "What the fuck..." I stand up walking after him creeping into the bedroom, Tommy clearly putting the tv volume down to listen in

"Where were you babe I was worried?"

"Yea totally looked like it, you were just sitting watching tv" he lifts his arm pointing to the living room

"Well you are a grown man I was giving you the benefit of the doubt before sending search parties out" I chuckle trying to lighten the mood but he just wasn't having it letting out a loud groan, "I just woke up alone and I know you usually don't head out so early so I was just wondering where you went..."

"Why, as you said I'm a grown man, I got shit to do so quit getting all up in my business" He mutters angrily brushing his hair back with his fingers

"Ok.. no need to get all mad"

"I'm not mad!... I just got shit going on" He sighed sinking down into the bed

"Why what happened" I sat down beside him wrapping my arms around him

"Here you go again with all the questions!"

"Well yea I woke up, my boyfriend was no where to be seen then comes back in a right mood, what am I supposed to think?"

"What! you think I'm cheating on you or summit?" His head snaps towards me, finally making eye contact with me, his pupils like pin pricks but I was to caught up on the argument I just about noticed them

"I never said that!"

"You made it clear enough" He grunts looking away

"No I didn't..." I mutter "But think whatever you want!" I get up storming out of the room leaving him alone

Of coarse I was worried about him cheating, He's just one of those guys 'I can get all these hoes so why wouldn't I sleep with them' and I know that because that's exactly what Tommy and Vince are like too, Nikki did say I can trust him because 'he's never met anyone like me' and I'm 'special' but... I always have that doubt, but after seeing his eyes the way they are I don't think that's my problem, I know with all the drugs we take our pupils usually dilate but his were like pin pricks

"He's being such a bastard" I grunt as I stumble over to the sofa sitting back down beside Tommy

"Yea I heard him... what do you think is wrong"

"I mean it's not like him to disappear so obviously I'm worried he's cheating, but we've been officially together for 3 years and he hasn't cheated on me once... well that I know of, but still.. I don't think that's the problem"