The wild side// Y/n x Nikki sixx

I can't do this...

My weak eyes open from the sunlight beaming through the curtains

"Nikki..?" I mutter whilst turning to face him "you awake?"

"Yea" he sighs staring at the ceiling

"You ok?" I get up slowly approaching the bed and sitting beside him

"Yea I'm alright... how about you, feel sick or anything?"

"No I'm ok"

"Well get ready so I can bring you to the hospital" he taps my leg sighing as he stood up

"Um... why so soon"

"Because you need to know before going on with the day"

"I need to take a test first then go in and see"

"Ok well I'll go round to the shop for you then"

"I can get it myself Nikki... I'll walk" I ramble whilst pulling clothes out of my drawers

"Well I'll walk with you"

"....ok" I sigh

"Ok" he struts off into his room

I quickly put on my Clothes then walk out to the kitchen making coffees in travel cups

"Here" I pass Nikki the cup as he walks past

"You sure you can be having that?"

"I've been sniffing coke and drinking Alco, at this point Caffeine is probably no problem plus you can have like 1 or 2 cups I'm pretty sure" I open up the front door locking it behind us before toddling down the stairs

"Well do you want to keep the baby if you are pregnant?" Nikki mutters as we walk

"I mean... I'm not sure, I'm still bad on drugs and really need to go to rehab, then after rehab we'll be off to more concerts and maybe tours so I don't feel ready... I'll ask the nurses about it if I am because I want a baby so bad but I don't know if now is the right time"

"Yea understandable"

We stand outside the store for a second before going in, I scan my eyes along the shelves before spotting the pregnancy test box... I always looked at them never thinking I'd actually be buying one in this condition but I need to be sure it's nothing

"Got them?" Nikki walked up behind me

"Yep"

"Ok let's go buy them then... I'm getting these to bulk it up a bit to make it a little less obvious "

"Thanks but I'm pretty sure it's obvious enough..." my nerves setting in as I walk towards the till

"Hi" we mutter whilst setting down our stuff

"Hiya" the woman peers up at us as she scans the test then looks back down at the rest

I awkwardly turn my head hiding it behind Nikki's shoulder as she passes him the bag

"Thank you..."

"Bye..." she looks us up and down as we walk off

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We walk back to the house and I head straight to the bathroom with the box

This shouldn't be so nerve racking but it is, if that little line does appear that's me set to make the biggest decision of my life... the biggest change to my life if I keep it, this is seriously terrifying