The wild side// Y/n x Nikki sixx

I'm sorry...

I wake in the ambulance Beth beside me freaking out and the paramedics hovering over me

"OOWW" I grab only my chest as I feel a sharp pain "What is that"

"A broken rib... we needed to give you CPR and shock you 5 times... you technically passed again"

"Well yea you can tell when you die! ow"

"Y/n we need to know what drugs you took?"

"Cocaine, weed, Ecstacy... Meth"

"Meth!" Beth snaps "Y/n you have never tried Meth before"

"Then that's what caused the overdose"

"I also bled out a lot..." I point to my blood stained bandages that Vince wrapped around my arm "Can someone call Nikki please.."

"Nikki? why not Sebastian" Beth whispers

"Sebastian doesn't know what I'm like yet... you can call him but I want Nikki here first"

"Ok..." She sighs

"We need to get those stitched up" The ambulance pulls to a stop then the doors fling open

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(Beth's Pov)

As I sat in the waiting room I had called Nikki's house phone not expecting a answer but I did

"Nikki..."

"Beth? look now isn't really a good time I think I fucked things up with Y/n but she isn't answering... is she at home?"

"No... no Nikki she isn't at home... she's in hospital"

"WHAT, WHA...WHAT HAPPENED?"

"She... killed herself, they have revived her but she went out again in the ambulance so I don't know if she's gonna be ok" I cry out

"WHAT! she... she did what, holy shit I'm on my way bye"

"Bye.."

(Nikki's Pov)

My heads spinning, my hearts shattered into a million pieces at the words She killed herself I could show up to the hospital now with her being awake... or dead, but it's just summit I've to deal with because I need to be there

I jump in my car turning the key and pinning my foot down

I fly up the road taking over any slow fucker in my way I need to get to her before it's too late

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"Beth!" I run towards her as I see her head peering out of the waiting room "what happened please tell me she's ok"

"I don't know yet they haven't said... she wanted you though, she wanted me to call you before anyone else"

"But... but I thought it was my fault"

"Why would it be your fault?" Her teeth grit together

"She seen me with Vanity"

"Oh..."

We sit in a awkward bubble of silence until a doctor walks out to us "she's awake and talking but on Oxygen, she was put on anesthésia so she's a little giggly but that is wearing off quickly so she should be back to her normal self in no time"

"Thank you so much" Beth has a smile break along her face "I'll call the others... you go see her I think you need too" she puts a hand on my shoulder lightly pushing me

"Thank you..."

I slowly enter Y/n's room seeing her greet me with a Googly eyed smile "hey Mr" she slurred