The wild side// Y/n x Nikki sixx

Hit rock bottom

(Drug and alcohol abuse, suicide attempt)

I woke up with Sebastian's arms, as I woke up he turns to me

"I have to go home today"

"For fuck sake no don't go just go back to sleep" I whisper reaching my hand over his eyes

"Well I have to"

I open my eyes and turn to him with a angry face "You wanna leave me" I say with a sarcastic tone

"I don't want to but I have to"

"Well you can't" I smirk

"I have to go" Sebastian chuckles as I lie on top of him stopping him from getting up

"No" I cuddle my arms around him

"I have to go home I've literally stayed here two nights and I've no clothes"

"Fine" I sigh rolling off

"But how about we go on that date... tomorrow?"

"You can't stay away from me that long can you" I grin

"I'll have to be strong" He chuckles

I just smile to myself a bit until he gets up and grabs his stuff "Bye Y/n"

"Bye" I frown

As much as I miss and love Nikki, Sebastian's just so sweet and we just sort of clicked, I've known him like a couple days and those days he was with me 24/7 in my best friends house, kinda weird to think of that way but I feel like I really needed him

~

As the day went on with a lot of baking it was time to head to the studio, I brought Vince and we headed there

"Hey T-bone" I smile as I get out of the car seeing him waiting outside

"Sup"

"Hey man" Vince nods

"Hey"

"Is Nikki inside? I have your brownies" I ask Tommy as I ponder towards the door

"Yea and YES!"

I walk in and sit down on the sofa beside him

"Hey Nik I have your brownies" I smile

"Aw sweet thank you"

"Save them till later don't waste them" I smack his hand away from the tub

"Fuck you" He says with a overdramatic eye roll

"Yo so I was thinking that maybe we should try get a gig, I mean sure with all the money Vince had to pay in court or whatever and just all the drama I think it's time to get out there again, yes we're focusing on the album but just some gigs in Whiskey would do us good" I explain as Vince and Tommy come through the door

"I agree" Tommy speaks

"I mean... fine" Vince agrees

"As long as yous are ok with it I suppose I'll call and ask" Nikki murmers

"Ok great... well you can call later, right now we need to get recording" I get up sliding my guitar strap over my head

"All right!" Tommy rushes behind his drums

~

"Well that was a good practise" I mutter as we walk out the door

"Yea we sounded good" Nikki beamed "Yo Y/n you in the mood for a party tonight" He shouts whilst getting into his car