The wild side// Y/n x Nikki sixx

Starry eyes

(Y/n's Pov)

We walked outside and crouched down leaning against the wall lighting a feg "So what did you want to tell me" I snuffled 

"Oh right yea... umm" He coughed nervously "So I feel horrible about what happened to you and I care so much about you but she wasn't worth it, you deserve better"

"Thanks Nikki" 

"So I think I should tell you the truth..." A tear slowly gathers in his eye

"Are you ok" I placed my hand on his thigh

"Yep..." 

"Did something happen"

"I just... it's just... Y/n I really like you and yes I hook up with a lot of people so I shouldn't be jealous but for some reason I'm sorta upset... I kinda heard you and Lyndall"

"What" She jumps up "You were listening to us what the fuck Nikki..."

"I'm sorry I was just going to the toilet"

"But you listened that's weird... I thought you cared about me"

"I do care that's why I'm upset, why are you getting so mad at me"

"Because you listened to me have sex with someone"

"I'm sorry..."

"Do you not care about my feelings at all"

"How do I not, If I didn't care about you how would I know so much about you... because I lay and asked because I wanted to know more about you!, If I didn't care I wouldn't know your favourite animal is a horse because you used to go to lessons but you fell off and your mum forced you to stop, or that you like rock and metal but also have a soft spot for rap, or that your favourite books are lord of the rings, or write a song about you!, I seriously care so much, I love you your literally my best friend but I like seriously like you"

A tear drips down my face *I feel bad, I know hearing me with someone else would make him feel upset but he was the one listened, he's been sleeping with other people too, it's not fair that he thinks I can't* "But it's not fair Nikki it's one rule for you and completely different one for me"

"Y/n please don't get upset I didn't mean to listen, I was going to the bathroom and seen yous go in and I like you so much, I was crushed I want to be with you Y/n, every time I'm with someone your just always there in my head, I've tried to ignore it but your so beautiful and when we're together I'm just so happy, just come home and we can talk there" He began crying

 *I feel horrible maybe I was being a bit too harsh I mean I get it when I've a crush on someone seeing them with another person does make you jealous, I'm not gonna lie seeing him with other women made me feel a little jealous too but I didn't stand and listen but... maybe I am being too harsh* 

"Ok.." I sigh

"Thank you"

I give him a hug and we went inside, "Yo are yous ok" Tommy points at us

"Yea we're fine" I look over at him with a sympathetic smile "I'm sorry" I whispered

"I'm sorry too" He patted me on the back before we sit on the chair  

"Ok good!" Vince shouts

"Maybe we should head home..." I turn to Nikki "And have that talk" I whisper

"Yea ok.."

"Ughhhh alright" Tommy groans, laying down on the seat, shimming across and doing a back roll off it

"Um okay" I watch as he did it letting out a little chuckle

We walk out and get into the car heading home, once we pull up outside I grab Tommy's hand helping him inside as he's drunk as fuck "come on" I trail him along inside just chucking him onto the sofa "You can get into bed your own way"

Nikki walks past nudging me slightly and goes into his room, I quickly walk up behind him. We get into our pyjamas then sit on his bed

"I'm sorry I got mad at you I guess I get a bit oversensitive when I'm drunk" I sigh

"No it's my fault... I shouldn't be getting jealous, I've slept with other women so I shouldn't be mad that you did, but I thought we were getting closer and I guess it just made me over think it"

"Yea I get it, lets just completely forget about it, we were both being dramatic" I softly laugh

"Ok forgotten"

I nod at him before lying down "So you do have a crush on me" I snicker 

"No.."

"It's ok if you do, to be honest I like you too a lot but I wasn't sure if I was ready for a serious relationship but I think I am"

"Strangely I think I am too" he laughs 

"Yea I can tell... did you say you wrote a song about me..."

"Yea..."

"Well can I hear it"

"You already have..." He picks up the lyric sheet and passes it too me

"Starry eyes... it's about me, I've been playing along to it and didn't know it's about me, Nikki this is so sweet, thank you" I wrap my arms around him tightly "It makes so much sense now" I whisper in his ear before pulling away from the hug still staying close to him, without hesitation I slam my lips onto his

He began kissing me back and it just made me feel happy again... He suddenly pulls away "Do you want to go out tomorrow, just us" 

"Mhm" I nod before quickly planting my lips back on his pushing him back onto the bed as I sit on his lap passionately kissing him before hearing a crash outside the door "Tommy!" Vince groans "Get the fuck up"

I pull away and we both laugh, Nikki shyly turning his head to the side as he chuckled "I better go see if he's alright" I climb off his lap and hurry to the door opening it slightly to see Tommy sprawled out on the floor with Vince trying to trail him by the arm into the room

"Here let me help" I grab his other arm and we lift him up then trail him into the room tossing him onto the bed before he wrecks anything, I take off his shoes and toss them onto the floor then take off his shirt

He whispers to me "I hope you and Nikki get together" He drunkenly boops my nose then passes out falling asleep "Ok night" I chuckle

I walk back into Nikki closing the door tightly behind me "We better get to sleep we've a busy day tomorrow then a gig on Sunday"

"Yea true" 

I lie down in his bed (as it's still the double) "Maybe I could lie in with you tonight" I grin

"Of coarse" He lightly wraps his hand around my neck pulling me onto lips kissing me softly, his other hand reaching under the blanket and resting on my waist 

We fall asleep like that, our heads close together and his hand still on my waist...