living under the blade

part 9

tom pov

when me and bill were done with the argument we had

we both realized how late it was and that Y/N left

how couldn't i notice that she stood up and left?

me and the boys at our food inside and all went to bed

i knew Y/N would be in bed, sleeping 

me and bill didn't talk to each other and both went to our own rooms

once i opened the door of the bedroom, i walked to the bathroom right away

i took a cold shower to cool down a bit 

i put on my boxers and slipped in bed

i wanted to give Y/N some space so i turned with my  back to her and fell asleep

Y/N pov

i woke up in the middle of the night

the clock said: 3:35AM

it is now or never Y/N

i chose now

i got up as quiet as i could

i picked up a bag and took a few clothes from the dressing and put them in the bag

i took a few things from the bathroom 

i looked at myself in the mirror for the last time and told myself: "its better this way"

with that i walked quietly to the door, i turned around 1 last time and saw the man that i love sleeping, he looked so peaceful

i wanted to get back in bed and cuddle all night but after last night i knew this was not the place were i belong

i need to be at my own home, with mell

i miss her so much that i hurts to think about it

i left the room

then i popped up in my mind, i have to derive the bodyguards

how the fuck am i gonna do that?

i had an idea

i walked to the back door that leads me to the garden

i picked up a stone and threw in away

this will work

i saw the bodyguard look up and ran to the noise

this was my chance to escape, i ran to the gate

lucky me, it was unlocked

these dumb guards

i opened the gate and started running as fast as i could

once i was about to turner around the corner of the little path

i turned around one more time, i looked at the house were i once felt safe

i felt tears building up in my eyes 

i shook my head and started running home as fast as i could

time skip

i have been walking for hours now

my phone died so that is shit

my feet hurt and so does my back from caring my bag

the sun was coming up

i looked at my watch and i said: 8:09AM

gosh i hope i get home soon

i kept on walking but my mind was questioning everything

what is tom doing right now? is he up yet or not? does he know i am gone? does he even care?

i replayed the whole fight from yesterday in my mind

he said things that have hurt me so much

i was so hungry, i don't have money on me or food so i had to get home soon

i still had the key of my house

pov tom

i woke up around 8:00am

the first thing that popped into my head was Y/N

my loving princess

i wanted to tell her that i was sorry and that i didn't mean all the things i said about her

i was about to place my hand on her waist but then i hits me

the bed was empty

i didn't hear the shower so

she will already be downstairs for breakfast or something

i got up, put on some clothes and went downstairs

strange Y/N was not in the kitchen

i went looking in the living room, nothing

i went to look outside, around the whole house and still nothing

where could she be?

"hey tom have you seen Y/N?" gustav asked me

"no have you?" gustav shook his head

then bill came downstairs

"have you seen or heard Y/N?" i asked bill

he looked at me and went straight to the kitchen

"okay fine then don't answer but Y/N is missing so we need to find her" i said

"she will be outside or something" 

"no i already searched the whole house and garden, she's not here" i told bill

i was worried about her, i love her

pov Y/N

your not gonna believe it but i made it to the city

i walked down the street, to my apartment building

i went straight to mine and mell's door and opened it

it was a mess

i looked around a bit and saw mell knocked out on the sofa

"mell" i said quiet, while i shook her awake softly

"meeelll wake up" i said again a bit louder

she woke up, thank god

no second later, she was hanging in my neck

"OM GOD Y/N YOUR BACK!! WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN ALL THOSE WEEKS?! PEOPLE THINK YOUR DEATH! THE POLICE HAS BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU BODY THE WHOLE TIME NON STOP, DAY AND NIGHT" mell was crying, gosh she was so worried that it made me feel bad

"im so sorry, i have a lot to tell you, sit down for me okay, here comes the story"

i told her the whole story of me getting kidnapped my tom's 2 head bodyguards, waking up there and everything that happened 

she was to stunned to speak 

(the woman was to stunned to speak💅🙇‍♀️ - tiktok)

"gosh i am just happy your back and not hurt" mell wrapped her arms around my neck and kept me in a big hug

i needed a big hug from my best friend right now

"well i am so freaking hungry, lets make some food" 

we cooked and cleaned up the apartment