Two individual's are completely different yet exactly the same...
In the beginning it's just a game but things change not everything stays the same but their memories are their real enemies because the past still haunts them. The Unknown truth will...
I think we've talked enough about our hatred of each other don't you think? but this is what I need you to know before we leave completely
I made something for you guys and it will arrive in about a month or so and I hope my nieces love it or I'd be heartbroken even in death so let me know
I'm not sure if they're gonna want to bury me next to my baby girl but I'm gonna need you to do me the biggest favor and always visit her and talk to her
I don't know if my wife will be there she told me when they had a fake funeral for Sal she couldn't attend because it was too hard for her to accept that he was gone
And I know I'll be the last to be visited truly I don't care about me but I'm very worried for my baby... I'm not sure if I'm doing the right thing or not
Please tell my wife that I am sorry for taking our baby with me but the shit that happened to her is permanent and I don't want her living thinking she ain't shit
I can't die knowing one of my kids is eternally wounded like most of us, all I wanted was a great spoiled life for my kids that I never had for a second
Or maybe I did but not the way my kids are right now, the way I was... anyway please be there when she's lowered tell her I love her with my life please
You know red I'm staring at the papers ready to be written for my wife and kids... I think I'm gonna want them all to open those letters when their 18
Of course I'd like my wife to open hers when she has the courage to visit our daughter, we both know that it was always supposed to be me first
We've talked about it for years because of what I was doing sometimes on random days when we were bored we would act and rehearse my death
"Let's go to the shade babe it's too damn hot right now" she mainly ran over while I had the drinks/snacks, blanket and blunt "WAIT NEVER MIND I LIKE THIS SPOT"
This girl is so cute "Let me help you with the blanket" she took it from under my arm and extended it on the grass I love taking photos of her
But she doesn't like it cuz she "doesn't look good" but that's just in her head, we sat down "You look so good baby" she smiled "Really?" I nodded
Sneakily I took out my phone but she caught me "BABE NOOO" I pretended to be confused "What? my mum hit me up I have it on vibrate" she gave me a look and laid back
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