Day 16

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Dear Gianna

My second little girl I'm sorry for leaving you but believe me it's for the best, don't cry I'll be alright I wanted to let you know about something very important

You don't have to worry too much about Adria, Salvador, Valkyrie, Marcus, and Yvette I need you to worry more about your mother including yourself, I love you Gigi

I'm also very sorry that I could not give you a family but I know my boys will take care of you including my girls Evie might be a little distant but she'll be there for you

Family is family but not if they betray you in the worst kind of way with patience things will finally be calm but also be fair and kind no more fights-

~~~~ Present Day ~~~~

The rest of it is burned... I guess mom didn't want anyone to find these letters "Lunch time Ledger" I put them to the side and got up taking the tray

I've been waiting on my appeal and still nothing yet the only hope I have now is my family, everyone but me is absolutely in bliss with their partners "Shit"

I put the tray to the side and grabbed a piece of paper with a pencil a close "friend" let me have them I still have to repay him but no money and I'm nobody's bitch

That's the least of my problems recently I received a letter from my brother, he's a singer a very famous one the same as my sister... she's getting to be famous I hope

There's a pile of letters underneath my bed but I have not sent one letter back I don't know what to say or how to explain myself and just like my father I'm a disappointment

There's a pile of letters underneath my bed but I have not sent one letter back I don't know what to say or how to explain myself and just like my father I'm a disappointment

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I used to blame him for what he did to me but I also understand why he did it I feel what he used to feel the loneliness consuming our live's whole

He didn't want to be alone even if he begged for it I know how he felt about my mother because I had what they had until she ratted me out and I'm ashamed in trusting her

It's always the ones who say they're with you forever and that they love you for all eternity next time instead of believing another one for promising to run away with me

I will wait until my real girlfriend proves her loyalty to me just like mom, dad was right "Moving way too fast can cause a slow life" and this is my slow life I chose it

I don't want to know my parent's past all I'll get is resentment and hatred especially when I can't ask them because they're so far away from all of us it's impossible to reach them

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