decisions (tom kaulitz x reader)

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i rested my head on toms shoulder and let out a deep breath. i watched bill close the door and rush over to me. as soon as bill spoke tom let me go but kept his hand on my back and sat beside me. "hey, y/n... it's ok. their gone..." he hugged me. i wrapped my arms around bill. "the door is locked, the police are gonna deal with them, the security guards are going to guard the hallway for our last night ok?" he said softly.

i nodded in response. once bill pulled away i saw gustav and georg sitting on the bed across from me. they were staring at me. i looked down at the floor. "are you ok y/n?" georg said. "does it look like it?" i heard tom respond with annoyance. "i'm ok." i said quietly. i felt an arm wrap around my shoulder and looked up at tom who was already looking at me, his expression was full of concern. i looked down at the floor again.

"i was just asking." i heard georg mumble, very late might i add. "don't ask stupid questions." tom replied. "ok. i'll take georg back to his room, y/n i hope you feel better which i know wont happen right away but, make sure you get some sleep ok?" gustav said sweetly as him and georg stood up. "thank you." i smiled a bit. "yeah that's a good idea." bill said and looked at tom while his arms crossed over his chest.

once gustav and georg left bill sat on the other side of me. i felt toms hand gently lay my head on his shoulder. his head rested on mine and i closed my eyes. "y/n, i'm going to take a shower. so if you need me just knock ok?" bill spoke, causing me to look at him. "thank you bill." i smiled. he smiled a bit with a nod and walked to the bathroom.

me and tom sat like this for a bit and i heard the shower turn on. "lay down." tom said softly. i lifted my head up and his arm slid off of me. i stood up and walked over to my bed. i looked over at tom who gave me a smile. "i'm not going anywhere don't worry." he reassured. i nodded and laid on my side facing the window. it was dark outside. the room was lit only by the lamp on the nightstand. i slowly drifted off to sleep.

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my eyes fluttered open, i sat up and shifted to sit up right. i looked around the dark room which was now illuminated by the moonlight. i looked over at bill who was snoring a bit in his bed. he was sprawled out. i then took notice of tom who was sitting in a chair near the window. i smiled to myself, his head was leaned against it as he slept. he looked uncomfortable to be honest.

"tom?" i spoke a little above a whisper. nothing. "tom!" i quietly yelled while leaning forward. i saw his head lift up and he looked at me. "hey... you doing ok? something happen?" he stood up looking around the room. "no no, you just looked uncomfortable in that chair." i grinned. "yeah, you'd think they put better chairs for the prices at this hotel." he shook his head.

"if you want you can lay with me." i said nervously, it wasn't like me inviting him to SLEEP SLEEP with me. i just don't want him to sleep uncomfortably because of me. i know he's in here because of me. "if you don't mind?" he shrugged. "i don't, you performed for a long time you deserve better sleep then that." i chuckled. he smiled at me and climbed onto my bed.

once he was up he pulled the blanket over himself and i noticed i was already under the blanket. i furrowed my brows, i didn't put the blanket over myself when i went to bed. i looked over at tom who was still sitting up. i turned a little to face him. "thank you by the way." i spoke. "you didn't have to beat him unconscious though" i smiled. "of course i did." he smiled.

"those assholes deserve it. what did they even want anyways." he scoffed at the thought. "they wanted to hold me for ransom." i brought my knees up and held them. "fuck them. i wish we got here sooner." he shook his head. we stayed quiet for a moment and toms eyes met mine. "come here" he said with concern written all over his face. i moved toward him and laid down.

i was facing him fully now he wrapped his arm around me and moved closer so our faces were almost touching. "i'm sorry you went through that." his gaze went to my hair as his hand tucked it behind my ear. "but i'm here for you y/n. always." he gave me a reassuring smile. i wrapped my arm around his torso and played with his shirt. "thank you." i smiled.

he examined my features before i felt his hand rest on my jaw. "i always thought you were beautiful you know?" he said sending shivers down my spine. "i used to have the biggest crush on you when we were kids." he chuckled. "i would always pull at your hair just to get your attention." when he said this i smiled thinking back to all the times he used to do that. "some feelings never go away." he whispered quieter then before.

his eyes locked with mine once again. he slowly lifted his head off the pillow and leaned in. his lips brushed against mine before they pressed against mine. my eyes closed and i leaned into the kiss. we pulled away and i shifted more toward his chest before pressing my head against it. "get some sleep y/n..." he said and kissed the top of my head. i smiled before responding "you too." i soon fell asleep.

(a/n: tom 😫🙏 feelings?! for MUA⁉️ OMG YOU SHOULDNT HAVE 😘😘😘😘😘)